Chapter 6
Alexa P.O.V
We arrived at dad's house at 7am. Who knew that the boys would be such slow-packers. We walked up the gravelled path with little lemon coloured fence either side the house itself hasn't changed a bit since the last time I've been here.
"When's the last time you've been here?" Louis asked. Well that meant one of two things.
1. He read my mind.
2. I've just been an idiot and spoke my mind
"Actually it was number 2 love" he replied. God I need to stop doing that.
"You should but I don't want you to, it's great to get and insight to how you think" He said smirking like the Cheshire cat.
"Just shut it. Unless you want to be on the street I suggest you shut the fuck up you-"
"You what" HE cut across. The man that caused all nightmares a child could have in his daughter's life.
Flashback (Alexa was 13)
I was just finished writing the last chords of my song. When it first happened. The Diary of a Tortured Rose. (Sorry no Video for this one because I have still to write the sheet music.) And played it on the piano the soft melody tickling the ivories of the grand piano.
I'm having the day from hell,
It was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No
Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No
Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
Another one ending once again
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No x2
Falls apart
Gotta pick myself out cause things are mended.
Then, suddenly out of the blue the lid of the grand piano slammed shut, because I always kept the lid up while I'm playing because the acoustics are better.
"Who was that song about!" Dad Barked. For the first time in my life I was actually scared of my dad as I had always been a "Daddy's Girl".
"No one" I Replied timidly.
"Is it about about Mummy darling?" He asked his voice so sickly sweet it made me want to vomit. But that question threw me off guard. What was happening with mum that made her feel the depressed. I only wrote that song for fun from the perspective of one character in a book that I recently read.
"WELL!" My father made me lose my train of thought.
"What's wrong with mum!?" I demanded with some sort of confidence.
"Do NOT answer my question with a question Alexandria" and then he slashed my left wrist twice, just as I was re adjusting my messy bun. Two parallel streams of blood ran down my arm. The Pain seared down my arm causing me to wince.
"Now look what you just did!" My father barked.
"What did I do to deserve this" I asked breaking down in front of his eyes.
"Exist" He simply said. Just as it was normal thing to say. And I just broke down.
End of flashback
Louis P.O.V
Alexa just broke down I was worried so I took her back to the van and we just sat there hugging , I comforted her. 'till she stopped crying.
"What happened?" I asked worriedly
"Just-Just I had a flashback" She sobbed
"Of what?" I asked starting to get hysterical.
"My Dad" she said saying to act strong.
"WHAT!" My blood boiled. I hated to seeing her so broken hearted.
"Just forget it." She said
"No I won't " I said, while cupping her cheek rubbing the tear away with my thumb. Our faces were THIS close.
And she was the one to lean in.
Alexa just FUCKING kissed me.
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