Chapter 19
Alexa P.O.V
The array of teddy bears continued, each one from Natalie. The messages that were pinned to them varied but the general view that they gave was to warn me that if I step a toe out of line with my relationship with Louis she will seek revenge for what I had done to her and Harry's relationship. Being aware of her watching my every move, I distanced myself from everything and everyone but just enough so that the group wouldn't worry. Because of this I had a lot of time to myself, so I decided to keep my word and finally can film a YouTube video.
It took me ages to decide which song to do as a first video. I didn't want to do an original as I found that they were pieces of my soul and I couldn't just part with them just like that. I also wanted the song to have a special meaning to me. Say something by A Great Big World seemed like the perfect choice.
Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'll be the one, if you want me to
Anywhere I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you
And I am feeling so small
It was over my head
I know nothing at all
And I will stumble & fall
I'm still learning to love
Just starting to crawl
Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
Anywhere I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you
And I will swallow my pride
You're the one that I love
And I'm saying goodbye
Say something, I'm giving up on you
And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
And anywhere I would've followed you (Ooh-oh)
Say something, I'm giving up on you
Say something, I'm giving up on you
Say something...
I strummed the last chord of the song, smiled toward the camera - signalling the end of the video. A knock on. The bedroom door startled me, no one was in the flat or I wouldn't have started the cover.
I thought that song was perfect to cover. It reminded me of a relationship that I hold. Maybe the relationship with Harry but I am not going to fool myself to thinking that I don't hold any feelings for him. Instead I am going to acknowledge them and move on. Focusing on my relationship with Louis.
"Hey" It was Louis, he's been so different since the teddies have started to arrive. This begs the question of does he know?
"Hi" I replied not knowing what else to say. Sure I loved him, I love the fact I can be truly myself around him without have to put up pretences. But that's exactly what I'm doing now, putting up walls.
After a small chat Louis said that he had to go back to the studio, that he had some things to record and that I will love the project he's working on. So after that I spent the night editing my video to upload on YouTube. Not knowing the success the video will have. As I went to bed the only person in my mind was Harry.
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