Attitude Change (One Direction Fan Fiction)

Chapter 18 - YouTube

Chapter 18

Alexa P.O.V (finally ☺️)

Finally an empty house it's been a couple of day since Katie moved in and it's been chaotic to say the least. But Katie's out with Lois shopping, it's the first time she's been out since the breakup.

Louis is currently in central London with Liam and Julian busy working on some new songs. I wonder what they're getting up to in the studio because the last time I interrupted a writing session, frosted wheats were soon pelted towards my direction as I was supposedly 'interrupting their creative process'. I myself understand what it's like not being able to get some space for song writing but there is no need go that far to get your own space. The throwing of cereal goods is never the answer most of the time, but in the studio it's always the answer as I have become accustomed to Louis coming home either covered in cereal dust or having to pick out lucky charms from his hair.

Interrupting my own thoughts I hear a knock on the door, I lazily get up to go and answer it to discover a note on the floor.

Alexa,
As you know a relationship has ended with me being worse off. Because of this I am going to be seeking revenge. Watch your back
-N

I instantly knew who the note was from but that did not scare me half as much as the fact that the note was pinned to a teddy bear that had one ear torn off.  Not to judge but I saw Natalie in a completely different light, she was psychotic.  I just hoped that I could predict her moves enough to not get hurt.

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After that escapade I heard another knock on the door. Warily I answered it.  I opened the door to discover Harry leaning against the door frame.  Clad in a leather jacket, black skin-tight jeans and a white shirt that had many of it's buttons undone, revealing his infamous swallow tattoos.

"Harry, what do you want?" I asked with no patience in my tone of voice.

"You." was all that he replied before smashing his lips into mine.  He pushed me back into the flat, closing the door behind him.  I kissed back, but when we got onto the sofa. That's when I realized what I was doing.  I had a handsome, charming, witty boyfriend and I was busy with a man that had threatened to take away that from me. I pushed him off.  His face looked almost hurt, but then anger washed over his face for the fact that I had defied against him.  I had refused him. Things had quickly escalated, I had done wrong.  Now it was time for him to leave.

"Go" I said to him, not even bringing myself to look at him.

"No" He refused still clinging onto the bottom of my loose, baggy t-shirt.

"Go" I demanded, malice clear in my voice. I was not going to be ruled by this man.

After that he just left, nothing else was said.  For that I was grateful. I had been unfaithful to Louis, again.  I went to the bathroom and as I looked into the mirror I saw the mark that was still prominent on my neck from Louis.  Then I saw that my lips were red and swollen from Harry.  But did I feel guilty? Do I still love Louis as much as I used to?

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It was late when Katie came back to the flat.  She was joined by Lois and Niall,  because of this I knew that my time of peace and quiet would be soon over.  I was right. The three came in shouting and screaming lyrics of different songs, as the name of the song that they were going to sing was lost in translation.  Don't get me wrong I was glad to see Katie in such a good mood despite what's happened.

As I was in no mood for cooking for 6 as Louis and Liam had returned in time for dinner, I decided to order some take-away for us all.  Although it was a challenge to get all of us agreed on one place to order from.  In the end we decided to order from Domino's as everyone fancied pizza for their dinner.  Talk soon moved onto songwriting while we were all sitting on the corner sofa.

"So, Alexa have you done anything with the songs that you wrote on tour?" Liam asked, I hoped he wouldn't as I hate being asked about my music.  It feels as if the songs that I create are a piece of me and I can't give them up so easily as this.

"Which one?" I decided to humor Liam until the food arrived as I knew when it arrived Niall would soon change the subject of the conversation.

"That song about a tortured something, I can't exactly remember the title but" He starts to hum the song that was heavily coated in memories.

"What song?" Lois joined into the conversation.  I dreaded this.  Lois and Niall had spent the rest of the tour after they heard 'How to save a life' badgering me to start a YouTube channel.  The demands were constant.  I had been able to withstand most of their pleas, but when Liam mentioned that song and when Lois asked once again.  I cracked.

"Yes" I said

"Yes to what?" Louis butted in, wanting to join in on the conversation instead of being glued to his phone.  i understand the need to be on your phone but couldn't he just restrain it for a little while.

"Starting a YouTube channel" I said, trying to appear confident but inside I was crumbling.  Everything was falling apart in my eyes. while everyone else was oblivious to the fact that I had feelings for someone, someone that wasn't Louis.  I had to accept that, move on and decide what to do with those feelings.

a.n Hi guys, i'm sorry that there was another delay for this chapter.

-A