A/N: Okay, so before I start this chapter (Sorry for slow update as always) I have a few things to say m'kayyy!?!? First; self-harming is BAD! Don't do it! Don't listen to Shia LaBeouf! (I'm sowwy, I had to!) But seriously, I've done it before (luckily I managed to stop, though it was hard), so trust me I know how it is.... But then I got to thinking; "Why the fuck am I doing this shit!?" and I realized how fucking stupid it is to hurt the most important person in my life, both mentally and physically (Yes, I'm saying that the most important person in ones life is oneself). Second; consider the possibilities you're wrecking! By hurting yourself, you limit your future options and might not be able to get the job you want because you'll be considered mentally unstable (yes, that is something that can happen). Well this was REALLY long, welp, thanks for reading; and one more thing! My first language is NOT english, soooooo... Please correct poor grammar (grammar is my waifu~)
Remember: TRIGGER WARNING! SELF-HARMING! IF YOU'RE EASILLY TRIGGERED; DO NOT READ!!!! I DO NOT WANT TO BE RESPONSIBLE FOR SELF-HARMING THAT MIGHT OCCUR, THIS WAS A REQUEST AND I'M DOING IT!!! IF YOU'RE NOT SURE IF YOU CAN HANDLE THIS; DO NOT READ! YOU HAVE TO BE 100% SURE THAT YOU CAN HANDLE THE CONTENT THAT WILL FOLLOW THIS WARNING, THANKS FOR READING AND SORRY FOR SLOW UPDATE.
Kaneki:
You hug yourself as tears fall down your cheeks. You mutter words to yourself -why me? why couldn't it be someone else? what did I do to deserve this!?- you sob heavily and summon your kagune, and stab yourself repeatedly, blood splashing all over the walls and the floor. Your salty tears mix with your blood, you feel yourself growing weak before hearing a distant voice calling out for you.
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Your eyes flutter open and the light blinds you. You blink rapidly to get used to the blinding light, you scan the room and recognize it as Kaneki's. "You're awake!" you're pulled into an embrace and you quickly hug him back "Why...?" he asks and look into you eyes. You look down, a tear falling down your cheek which is dried by Kaneki's thumb "I-I... I remembered terrible things from the past that I haven't thought about in years... It just suddenly struck me and depression started kicking in, I'm sorry!" you sob and he frown before hugging you tightly "Never do this to yourself ever again!" Kaneki mutters. You spent the rest of the day explaining your past to Kaneki...
Hide:
You stumble in the door and scurry towards the bathroom, you sit down by the toilet and shove two fingers down your throat. You feel your earlier meals being forced up your throat and hear it splashing down in the bowl. You stumble to the drawer under the sink and nearly rip it open and you search for the metal blade. When you finally find it you quickly draw lines over your wrists with it and see the blood oozing out and falling onto the blank tiles. It didn't take long for the door to be ripped open by no other than your beloved boyfriend whom in shock hurry to you and hug you. "Stop it" is all he manage to say from all the shock "I don't know how!" You reply, tears falling down your cheek and onto his jacket. "Neither do I, but it doesn't hurt to try?" He mumbles into the crook of your neck "I'll try, I-I promise" you say and hug him back "why?" He asks and you tell him about the difficulties you're been through.
Ayato: You lay in your bed, fighting back tears. You lay curled up in a ball and hug your knees as silent sobs escape your lips "No..." you mutter to yourself "Not today! Just..." you try to fight yourself but end up losing and you grab the quinque you once stole from an investigator that rests in the top drawer. You drag the blade of the dagger-shaped quinque across your arm and let the crimson blood drip down your arm and onto the white sheets on your bed. The door swings open and Ayato stands there in pure shock "What the fuck are you doing!?" He growls and stomps over to you, grabbing the dagger and throw it into the wall and kiss you roughly "Why the fuck are you doing that shit to yourself!?" He asks and you sniffle before stuttering out your reasons.
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Tokyo Ghoul boyfriend scenarios~!
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