Its okay

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Regina

Six Months Later

Nothing. We haven't been able to find him for six months! What kind of mother can't even find her own son! I sat on my bed and found myself crying over the lanyard that Henry had made me when he was five, the tag on it read I Love You Mama.

I heard Robin walk into the room with Gabriella on his hip. I heard her little laugh and I forced myself to stop crying for my daughter's sake. "Hi baby, come here, mama needs some snuggles from Ella." I said grabbing her, she smiled and grabbed a piece of my hair laughing at the way t felt in her chubby hand. "My love what is bothering you, we have a clue that is leading us to Henry, you should be excited, we almost have him!" He said kissing my head, I took a shaky breath and looked at him, all of the emotions overwhelming me.

"Robin, I think I'm pregnant again." I said crying, he looked at me and his jaw dropped, he stood up and ran his fingers through his hair. "I know babe, are we ready for this? We just had Gabriella and now we have another one on the way! What are we going to do!" I cried, holding my little girl closer to me, she reached up and grabbed my chin, frowning at me, crying as well. "Regina, I know this is scary right now, but this is not a bad thing! You are having a baby live inside of you, we are going to have a child again! We are going to find Henry and everything will be okay!" He said trying to calm me, I smiled and leaned on him, balancing our crying daughter in our laps. "Shh baby, I'm sorry mama made you sad." I cooed, wiping the tears from her eyes. She nuzzled herself into me and smiled, her eyes drifting shut as I rubbed her head.

"WE FOUND HIM!" Emma yelled running into the house, I wiped my face and stood up, running down the banister with my sleeping daughter in my arms. "Regina he won't listen to anyone, you need to talk to him." She said with sadness in her voice, she always seemed to get through to Henry and the fact that she couldn't worried me.

"Henry?" I gasped, I ran over to him and flung my arms around him, kissing his face all over, he stiffened and then backed away. He ran into his log in the middle of the woods where he had been staying, I followed him and wrapped my jacket around me tighter. "Mom. Stay away. I'm going to hurt you." He said in a warning tone, holding his hands out to me, I gently took a step towards him, something I had done to his mother what feels like forever ago. "Henry, just calm down, you're worked up which is making your magic out of control." He just shook his head and backed away shaking. "Mom. Go. I already hurt one mom, I can't hurt the other." He said crying, I moved next to him and hugged him. "What are you doing? I'm a monster, you should know." He said balling his fists, I just brushed my hand against his face and smiled. "My baby, you're so young, I can teach you just how I taught your mom. You're not a monster, you're just scared, I know how you feel." I said mindlessly playing with the material over my stomach.

I helped him up and walked him over to my car, relieved that he was okay.



Henry

I roamed around my mom's mansion and heard her fall asleep, peeking my head in the door just to make sure. I pulled the chair up to the bed and took her hand, hoping that she wouldn't wake up, being a light sleeper and all. She only rolled her head over and continued sleeping, which was odd. I decided to get it over with whilst she slept, because that's when she would listen.

"Mom, I know I said some things... Some things that I know hurt you, I was a horrible son and you deserve much better than me, and now I am different, I have these powers that I can't control and I don't want to hurt you or your family any more than I already have. I just know how much it hurt for you to live that year apart, and I have to say that it was better, but not because I wasn't with you, but because I forgot about all of the horrible things I had done and said to you. I'm.... I'm sorry mom, I'm sorry I told you that you weren't my real mom, or that you didn't love me, or that you were the Evil Queen, and I'm sorry that I'm not brave enough to tell this to you while you're awake, and listening, but I just need to get this out and not have the kindness that you show because I don't deserve it, I deserve evilness, fire, and pain because that's what I have shown you." I finally uttered, crying over my sleeping mother.

"Henry..." I spun around and saw Robin standing behind me, I blushed and wiped my face, immediately dropping my mom's hand on the bed. "Henry I heard everything, you need to tell your mother this, she is a very understanding person, and she loves you very much." He said sitting beside me, I shook my head and sat up, blowing my nose. "No, it hurts too much, I am an awful person and I don't want her to forgive me because I don't deserve it." I said flatly, Robin leaned down so he could look at me and crossed his legs. "Henry, stop punishing yourself, your heart was filled with darkness, that's what was taking over you." He said in confusion, I just shook my head and looked at her. "No, everything I had told her six months ago was exactly what I told her when Emma first came to town. I hate myself for it, she pretends that she forgave me but I know she still holds remorse towards me, and I don't know if she can ever forgive me." Then I got up and left the room, shutting the door behind me.






Robin

I sighed and crawled into bed with Regina, pulling her close to me so I could wrap my arms around her slightly bloated waist. She turned around and had tears in her eyes. "You weren't really asleep." I said sighing, she nodded and buried her face into my chest sobbing, I just stroked her hair until she calmed down, she looked up at me and then shuttered. "Robin, what the hell do I do?!" She cried, she started breathing rapidly and then looked up at me with pleading eyes. I brushed her cheek and kissed her forehead lightly. "You talk to your son."










Regina

I could barely sleep, but Robin insisted that I did, for the baby's sake, I woke up and felt exhausted from the heaviness of sleep on my eyes. I was going to make things okay and he wouldn't be so heartbroken.

I climbed out of bed and walked over to Henry's room and entered, he was laying on his side with his arm propping his head up slightly. "Good morning my love." I said sitting on the bed, gently rubbing his back, I felt him flinch at my touch and then his lungs struggle for air as he silently cried. "Hey, Henry we need to talk." I said wiping his eyes, he looked away and bit the corner of his lip.

"Honey, everything you told me when Emma came into town and the way you acted hurt me, but now it doesn't because I know deep in my heart that you truly don't believe those things. You are my son and I have loved you ever since the woman handed you over to me, and I will love you until my last breath. There is nothing you can say that will make me stop loving you. You don't need to punish yourself because I forgave you a long time ago. You have done so much for me and I can't ever repay you for that, you got me Robin Hood, you saved my life! Baby you have given me so much joy in these past fifteen years, I am not the woman I was before because of you! I don't ever want you to think that you can't come and talk to me because you are too guilty, I am your mother and I will never stop loving you, I promise." I said smiling, he leaped into my arms and buried his face in my shoulder crying, I cupped the back of his head and placed a kiss on it. "It's okay Henry. It's okay."

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