Chapter 19

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Calum's POV:

God I fucking hate my mom right now. She has the fucking courage to barge in here when I'm finally making out with the girl of my dreams? I don't give a fuck about what Ellie's done in the past, I'm here for her right now in the present. And I want to be here for her in the future. My mom doesn't fucking understand that. Fuck her. Fuck my dumb fucking life. I'm such a piece of shit and Ellie is probably reevaluating everything that just happened. She's probably going to fucking hate me. My life is fucking over. I sit down on the bed with my music blasting and just stare into the corner, wishing I didn't have such an embarrassing mom. I hear a knock on the door, which then turns into multiple bangs. "CALUM!" someone screams, and it kind of sounds like Ellie. I figure I mine as well check it out just in case it actually is.  I open the door and see Ellie standing there, tears stained on her cheeks. She has a huge smile on her face and she lights up when she looked at me, which I find weird considering what happened. "Yeah El?" I ask, wondering why she came back in here. She pulls my arm and walks into my room and we sit on the window sill together, facing each other. "El I'm really sorry about my mom, she doesn't mean to-" I was cut off because her soft lips collide with mine. We kiss for a few seconds and she looks back up at me. I wipe the remaining tears off of her face when she says, "Calum, I don't give a fuck about what your mom thinks of us right now. I was able to overhear you screaming and ..." She trails off and looks away from my eyes. Did I say something important?? Did something slip from my mouth? Fuck, how do I forget? Then it comes back to me. I said I fucking loved her. It just came out, I didn't mean for her to hear yet, I don't want to scare her away.

"Shit Ellie, I don't want to scare you away, but I can't lie to you anymore. I really fucking love you. All of those years coming here and hanging out with you was torture for me because I never felt what it was like to kiss you and hold you and it broke my heart to see you get used by guys who just wanted a fucking hookup and being the guy who is here for you for the right reason, seeing you go through guys like that fucking hurts and I just want you to know I'm here, you found me, and I'm never letting you go. I fucking love you Ellie," I exclaim wildly, looking into her deep blue eyes.

"Cal, I-I don't know what to say. I'm so speechless," Ellie says.

"Fuck, you're so beautiful," I say, "I need to know you feel the same way,"

"Trust me," Ellie giggles, "I do."    She leans into me and puts her lips on mine, and we sit on the window sill for hours, just talking, giggling and making out all night long.



Ok sorry these aren't the best, it's literally 1 am right now and I just wanted to use the word fuck a lot so here you go.

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