Iwas laying in bed. It was late, probably 2 or 3 am and for somereason, Joey was not in our room. I'm pretty sure everyone wassleeping at this point, and I was just reading a book that I have toread for my music course. The little lamp on my nighstand lit up thepages of my book perfectly. I freak out when I heard the door beingslowly opened. It reminds me of those scary movies when the killerenters in a room with a huge knife or some kind of chain saw. But whoI saw enter was way better than a killer. It was her. Y/n. She was inpyjamas, obviously. With her cute little shorts and her tank. Man, Idie everytime I see her in that shirt. "Whatare you doing here?"I asked as I look at her. Stop checking her out man. She didn'tanswer. Instead, she came closer shyly and sat on the edge of my twinbed. I put my book on the nightstand and sat nervously close to her.She was looking down, but I could see a little smile in her face. Sheis so beautiful, I thought. She looks up at me, and after lookinginto my eyes for a few seconds, she put her hand on my neck andkissed me. It was hesitant at first, but when I kissed back, it turnsinto a sweet and passionate kiss. God, how I missed her lips. Theirtaste and their softness. The sweet kiss quickly turns into a needyone. Her lips was like crack, once you taste it, you couldn't getaway. She straddles me and sat on my lap as I tilted my head todeepend the kiss. I already had a hard on by now and I prayed all thewizard gods so she wouldn't notice. My hands were running on hernaked thighs and I traced her lip with my tongue, asking forentrance, and thanks God, she let me. She leans on me and made me laydown. We pulled back for air and I could see her smirk. Her hesistantand innocent look were not here anymore. All I could see in her eyeswas lust, need and...love? She took my arms and pulled them above myhead, intertwined her fingers with mine. What was she doing? I mean,she has a boyfriend right? What will she been doing this now? Didthey break up? Was she drunk? I really didn't want to think aboutthat, but I had to ask. "What'sgoing o-""Shhh..."she cuts me, brushing her lips against mine. She was so hot. I justhad to enjoy and pray so all of this was not a drunk mistake orsomething, I guess. She kissed me fiercely, making her tongue dancewith mine. I wanted to kiss her more but she pulled back. I tried toreach her lips again, but I couldn't. I started to whine as she saton me and took off her shirt. And then I stopped complaining. Man, Ihaven't been intimate for two months now and she was playing with mydeepest feelings. I couldn't stop staring at her, she was sobeautiful and sexy. I ran my hands on her hips and waist slowly, andmake her shiver. She smiled and leans down on me, now kissing down myjaw, then my neck. Her skin was feeling so good mine, I just couldn'tstop. I started to moan quietly and she whispered in my ear "Ilove you, Darren".I grinned, my eyes shut. That was all I wanted to hear. It wasn't adrunk mistake, she loved me. She was actually in love with me. "Ilove you too"I said back. Man, that felt great to say that out loud. Finally. Shepecked my lips and went back to my neck, and moved down on mycollarbones. She was kissing down my chest as I kept moaning. Was shereally going to do what I think? Thanks God! She smirked at my moansand kissed my v line. She pulled down my pjs and boxer all in one asI looked at her. I was now breathing loudly. She bit her lip as shelooked at my crotch. I was so hard right now. She kissed around mycock and said with a fuck and low voice "Saymy name, Darren".Oh fuck, could she stop that already? "Babeplease..."I begged as she continues to tease me. "I said: say my name"she repeat. I breath out and say in a needy voice "y/n...""Darren"I heard her say. "Y/n"I repeat in the same tone. "Darren,come on! Wake up sleepy head! You're gonna be late for first period"I heard the same voice as someone shook me. I opened my eyes and shewas kneeling in front of my bed, smiling at me. Oh no. Not the dreamthing. "Ohgosh. You look awful"she laughs, "Comeon, get up"she said as she stands up and looked at me. I rubbed my eyes andglanced at myself. Oh no, no, no. Not the morning hard on. Not themoment. At all. I quickly took the sheet to hide my crotch as Ismiled like a fool. I probably looked like an idiot. She frowned atme and went to Joey to wake him up. How embarassing. I found myselflooking at her ass. Man, her ass was the best ass of all asses I'veever seen. Stop that, Darren. I found myself scolding myself a lotthose last two months. She was still with Ryan. Ryan. That asshole.Just the thought of him holding her makes me wanna puke. I'm the onewho is supposed to do that. I decided I'll finish waking up and calmObiwan in the shower. I felt like I lived two lifes those days: acollege life, full of courses and runs not to be late in class,without mentioning the assignments, and an actor/singer life, whichincluded a lot of rehearsals for Harry Potter The Musical and a lotof songwriting. We used to stay very late at the university torehearse. But I do not complain. All I wish is having a third life,so I could spend it with her. Everyday I fall a little more for her.Maybe I was already in love. And her, she was with the blonde guy.Argh. She was right though. Who would want to date a hobbit when youcan date Gandalf? Well...maybe that was a bad example. Talking abouther, she was right there sitting next to me, looking as cute as ever,all smiling. She always seemed happy, but I could tell something wasbothering her. But I'll just wait for her to tell me if she wants to."Hey!You actually never sing one of your songs to me!"she points at my guitar on my lap. "Untrue.You heard a few of the songs I wrote for the musical"I said as I played a few chords. "Yeahbut I mean, songs that you wrote for you...to put on an album forexample, not on a themed musical"she explains. "Doyou want me to do it now?"I ask. "No.I was just saying that to be a bitch"she rolls her eyes. "Ofcourse I want you to, dumbass!"she adds. I giggled with her and try to find a perfect song. "Thatone is better on piano actually but uhm...it's one of my favorite"I said as I search for the notes. When I found it, I said "Thatone is called Not Alone". She smiled and listened carefully tome. And I sang, remembering my teenage years when I wrote that song.Why I did it and why it meant so much. Every one of my friends lovedthat one. But when I saw her crying, I knew something was wrong withher. I saw her crying from laughing so hard, crying over a movie, butnever like that. I finished the song and she clapped for me. "Thatwas really really good"she said as she dry her tears. I was about to ask her what was wrongbut I heard from behind "Iheard someone needed a Mocca".Of course. Only one person could sound so dumb. I think you'veguessed at "dumb". "Oh,thanks"y/n said as she stood up to hug Ryan. "HiDarren"he said friendly. "Hi"I said with a fake smile as I stood up too. I put back my guitar inits bag and put my other bag on my shoulder. "Ihave to go back to class. See ya!"I said as I walked away. The less I saw them together, better I was.
The next day I decided to skip classes to do my assignments. I had a ton to do. Learning some scripts for Acting, writing some stuff for Playwriting, big tests were coming in Music...to resume, I had a lot to go and not much time. I was alone at home all day which helped. I studied all day long. All I wanted to do now was to put my ass on the couch and play Mario Kart with my friends. But when they came back home, they were not laughing or joyful. They seemed more worried and thoughtful. I walked to the hall to see what was going on and I saw Ken. Yeah, I love to give him stupid nicknames. "Did someone try to call her?" Walker asks. "Of course Wox! She doesn't answer" Julia said. "Maybe she went to visit her family" Brian suggests with a shrug. "Without telling us?" Lauren added. "No. Something happened to her" Jaime said with a worried voice. "Something happened to who?" I asked a little confused. "Y/N" everyone said in unison as they turn to me. "Wait wait wait. What happened exactly?" I asked. "We went to UoM as always, and through the second class, she recieved a text and left" Joey explained. "We were supposed to have lunch together and she didn't come" Lauren said. "And we didn't have news ever since. She doesn't respond to our calls or texts, from any of us" Jaime adds. "Maybe she went for a walk or something" I suggest. "Dude it's midnight already. It's been hours" Dylan explained. I sighed and try to think. Where could she be? That was so not her to not give any news like that. Suddenly, something popped in my mind. Of course. I am an idiot for not thinking of that before. I quickly put some shoes on and put my coat on. "Where are you going?" Joey asked. "I know where she is" I responded as I walk past all of them. "Tell me where she is!" I heard as I felt someone taking me by the collar of my shirt.
Ryan looked right into my eyes. He looked angry and pretty ridiculous. I clenched my teeth and chuckled nervously as I look back at him and say: "If you don't know where she is, you really don't give a shit about her". I push him so he would let go of me and it worked. I put back my shirt correctly and walked out of the house. Of course I know where she is. I love her.
