102 (A Matty Healy fanfiction)

// at one hundred and two//

Matty and I decided we'd wander back to the hotel instead of going back to Ash's party. We needed some time to ourselves. As we walked to the hotel, Matty never let go of my hand. Every couple minutes he'd randomly stop and peck me on the lips, and then I'd giggle and he'd grin. I did love him. I did so much. It seemed so insane, falling for him this fast. But it wasn't like we didn't spend much time together. Even before the tour we spent lots of time together. We saw each other every day pretty well. But tonight was the closest we'd ever felt to each other.

I still wanted to be closer to him. I wanted to know every inch of his heart and his mind. Every inch of his body. I was thinking this when he suddenly stopped walking and stood in front of me. He took both of my hands in his and looked at me.

"Matthew." I said and smiled. He was staring at me and had a little smile on his lips. I had no idea what he was thinking.

"You're divine." He said and I let go of his hands and laughed. I stepped away from him and he grabbed me by my waist. "I'm serious!"

I kissed him then, deeply. I felt so amazing when I was with him. Every time he spoke to me, looked at me, touched me. It felt so good. I wondered what it would be like for us to be together. For our bodies to be together beneath the sheets, feeling him. Really feeling each other.

"Let's hurry back to the hotel." I said and started down the street.

"Okay." Matty said behind me, and I could hear him grinning.

// I recommend listening to Someday by Peace during this scene! //

We got to the door. I was sharing a room with Andrea and Kaci. Matty and the rest of the band were sharing another room. We stood outside Matty's room and then went inside.

I took off my jacket and sat in the middle of the bed with my legs crossed. Matty brought over a bottle of wine, no glasses. He sat on the bed in front of me, and crossed his legs. Our knees were touching. He opened the bottle and took a small sip. He passed it to me and I took a very large sip. He laughed a little at me and I smiled back, wiping my mouth with the back of my hand.

Neither of us had spoken a word since we'd sat down. We just passed the wine back and forth, giggling and looking into each others eyes. His eyes were so beautiful. Looking into them was like looking at the stars. They were amazing, and mysterious, and mesmerizing. I took a sip and Matty set the bottle down on the floor beside the bed. He kissed the wine off my lips gently.

I felt like I was melting. He was hot and I was cold. He was heating me up and I was changing state. His hands gently slid from my hair to the small of my back and he pulled me onto his lap. He kissed my collarbone gently. His lips were soft and warm. We locked eyes for a moment and his eyes said "Are you sure?" I responded by taking off my top. He tugged his off and I moved to lay down on the bed. He hovered over me and kissed my lips, sweetly. I sighed a happy sigh and he removed my pants, and then removed his as well. We were just in our underwear then and we stared at each other for a moment, appreciating what we saw.

"You are a vision Matthew." I said quietly looking into his eyes. He smiled a very big smile and kissed me hungrily. I felt all melty again and then I felt Matty unhook my bra clasps.

"You're the most beautiful person I've ever seen." Matty said between our kisses. I knew I wanted to fully give myself to him now, and I couldn't wait any longer. Matty knew it too.

I think you know what happened next.

And I don't have to tell you that it was wonderful.

// please vote and comment what you thought! I am very excited to tell you that this story is not at all close to the end, and you can expect an update very soon! I appreciate you for reading this so so much! Thank you! //