Don't Look Back Darling

Chapter 51

Paityns POV

I already got my bag and was walking towards where Cam told me he would be. I was exited to see everyone and to go to New York I couldn't take the smile of my face. Soon Cameron's face came in view with Nash, Louis, Niall and Harry a little behind them. Cameron told me that Louis, Niall and Harry weren't coming. Cameron saw me and walked up to me hugging me "So nice to have you back" he whispered and I laughed "Ok what do you want?"

He looked at me laughing nervously "Can I talk to you?" He asked me. "Yeah sure" I told him and he gently pushed me back a couple feet "The women sitting next to you I know her." I signed in relief "Thank god it's been bothering me who is it?" I asked anxious. "You won't believe me, I don't even believe this" He looked back at Nash and the rest of the boys looking back at him. "Cameron tell me I want to go say hi to the guys" I groaned "That women, that was mom" he said.

My smile dropped and I backed up from his grip "No moms dead" I shook my head. "It's mom look" He put his phone in my hands and it was a picture of Cameron my mom and me. "Give me your phone and unlock it" I gave him my phone and he put the picture I took next to the one on his phone. He handed it to me and I looked at the two photos, my eyes switched between the two photos. I gave him the phones and looked behind me "That was mom" I whispered.

"Mom" I said looking at Cameron them back at the way I came "Paityn don't she's not their anymore." I ran the way I came and Cameron grabbed my arm and making me look at him. "Paityn stop she's gone by now" He whispered looking at me. "Why did you just tell me! I was sitting next to her and you didn't say anything!" I yelled at him. "I didn't now if it was real, I thought she was dead" Cameron answered. "No she's dead this isn't real" I ran my hand threw my hair looking past Cameron.

"I've been threw a lot this week I don't-" I cut myself of looking at the girl walking past us. "That's her" I walked past Cameron to the women, "Don't, she doesn't know who you are or else she would have said something to you on the plane." I kept walking up to her before Cameron grabbed my arm pulling me back "Stop this could be the last chance we could see mom" Cameron eyes softened and looked at the women. "No" he answered still looking at the women, "Fine you stay here" I pushed his arms off of me jogging up to her. I went to go touch her back but I stopped my hand a couple inches away from her back. I lowered my hand backing up she turned and looked at me making me stand still.

"Do you need something?" She asked sweetly, her voice I don't remember it. "No I thought I new you" I answered she looked at me and smiled. "You look familiar do I know you?" she asked "I don't think so" I answered. I backed up a couple feet before turning around and running my hand threw my hair breathing hard trying to comprehend what just happened. "Is it her?" Cameron asked breaking eye contact with the women looking at me. "I think so" I answered "I don't like to look at her when she doesn't know who the hell I am" I said.

I walked to my bag looking back at my mom who was gone now. "We'll never see her again" I told Cameron "Maybe one day but at least we now she's alive." I let out a dry laugh "No I want to know where she had been for eight years" I spat. "So do I but I don't think we will ever know" Cameron signed "She didn't even know who I was, her own daughter Cameron."

"She didn't recognize me either" He said harshly but I know he didn't mean it that way. I grabbed my bag walking to the guys "Hey guys" I smiled and they all looked at me giving me a look. "What just happened?" Niall asked. "I think I just met my dead mother who I thought was dead for eight years" Nash eyes widened and he ran over to Cameron. "Oh my god" Niall said "She's don't even know who I was" I signed looking where she stood. "I'm so sorry" Harry said hugging me and I hugged him back. "My life is so messed up Harry" I signed "I know but it well be better soon I promise you that." I nodded and let go hugging Niall and Louis, "You ready for New York?" Harry asked me. "Yes but now my moms going to be on my mind the whole trip" I waited for Cameron as he started to walk out of LAX with Nash.