october 9

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i said hi to Gerard today.

he didn't say anything but he looked mortified at the thought of words. i think he was having a panic attack.

he just sort of stared at his hands, shaking vigorously.

he didn't organize his pencil case.

he didn't fix his papers,

and he didn't stare at me.

the whole balance was thrown off.

1. hate
2. fear
3. anxiety

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