i asked Gerard to come over, by text, but he had "stuff" to do. i probably shouldn't have him at my house now that i think about it more, my dad doesn't like visitors.
after that i asked if we could sit together at lunch, he said yes but that he might not talk. that was okay, as long as he could be near me, everything was okay.
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at lunch he didn't talk, just as expected, but neither did i. now that i think about it, he never eats or comes to lunch. where does he go during lunch?
1. hate
2. fear
3. anxiety
4. worry
