Will you love me back?

Chapter #9

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WYLMB Chapter #9

- Jess' Point of View (POV)

All I could do was only to watch as Sam's broad but slightly slouching back that was  facing me get smaller and smaller as he takes each step towards what seem like the car park of the school.

For some weirdly odd reason, my heart, now, has a really sore and tightening feeling... It is as if there is something clenching down hard onto the flesh of my heart as it beats with every torturous second passing. It's so painful that I'm on the verge of tears.

But here comes the question: why am I experiencing such a weird feeling, a new feeling that I have never ever felt before when I see Sam walking away while feeling so hurt?

Why is it that my heart and mind is like telling me to run to him right now at this very moment, not caring about school and classes right now and the weird looks that people will throw me, and give him a big big hug and do all it takes for me to console him, and tell him that everything is fine?

Why is it that I want Sam to walk back here, right now, at this instant, and I would ditch the first period for him, and we would sit down at somewhere quiet, and the both of us would talk and clear some misunderstandings between us?

Why is it I feel droplets of tears rolling down my cheeks and a salty feeling in my mouth?

Why is it that...

And then I finally understood. Just like a lightbulb, it finally stroked me. After everything that had happened, I finally realised something...

I, Jessica Anne Norman, like Samuel Nathan Langston.

And I cared about him, cared about how he perceives me as and...

I want to change it and clear the mutual misunderstanding that clearly, he has of me.

"Hey Jess, are you ok? Why did you sweep off my hand... Oh shit! Are you crying? Did I do something wrong? I am so sorry Jess I didn't mean to..."

And what Nate was telling me was the last thing I have heard before I began running towards the direction of where Sam has left off.

I began running and running, as fast as my legs could carry me, towards the school's car park. When I have finally reached there, like a mad woman, I searched frantically for that one black car that I would recognise almost immediately.

And fortunately, it was still there, at its usual parking spot.

Sprinting towards my goal, I reached towards the handle and attempted in opening the door but to no surprise, it was to no avail. The car's door was locked.

"Sam, please, I'm begging you, please open up! Please just listen to me! It's really no what it seems! Please, just open up and let's have a talk!" I screamed at Sam with whatever energy was left in me, hoping that he would at least hear me out, as I continued knocking the car's window and trying to open the door and doing everything it takes to get his attention to me.

It's either the car is so sound proof that Sam could not hear me, which is most unlikely considering how hard I am punching the door (which in a side note, I hope I did not leave too much of a damage), or he is determined on ignoring me for that moment.