I then began feeling loved with my friends whom I had grown to love so much that whenever I felt sad I would tell them and they wouldn't tell me what to do they would just be there for me. Yeah and I had a crush on this boy whom was a family friend but the way he treated me was in a close friend way so I suspected that he didn't feel the same. I found it hard to believe that he had found out I liked him but went in spite to date people and make me feel awful. Then I coped with that too and just became stronger I mean my life had always been a living hell .I always thought that God wasn't fair that he gave some people nice lives and others bad,the ones who had nice lives didn't deserve them and the ones who had bad ones didn't deserve it either
