(Joshua 's POV )
I had to tell her the truth. I couldn't keep it anymore and I bet she couldn't blame me because honestly I had only found out myself .
When I told her everything her face expression was sadness and it pained me .It pained me that her life was hell all the time while people got to live theirs peacefully or happily.
I couldn't also help thinking that her parents denied her a beautiful life only because of a stupid secret or whatever it was.
When I looked at her she was loss for words. I understood though because when I was told I had the same reaction.
It got me thinking of how I hated her actually acted like I hated her but it was only because I loved her and I didn't want that to be true I was young naive and stupid if only I could have told her what I felt all those years .
Without hesitation I told her .I told her exactly what I felt and what I had felt I had never felt with anyone. Only her ,only she could make my heartbeat quickin by seeing her walk into the room.
She gave me look that was mixed with so much emotions I felt sad ..
Sad for her and what she's going through.
But I made a promise to my parents and I was going to make it to her too. I took a deep breath and said
*babe I will protect you I will be your saviour. With every word that followed I meant and all of them I said I
they all came from my heart.
We hugged and she felt so relieved but also pained. And after discussing everything she looked pale .
She was silent and I felt that she just needed time to herself .
She leaned against the window and looked deep in thought .dammit she was still as pretty as hell not just on the outside the inside too she was an exeptional women who didn't deserve any of this .
As I was driving I would look at her now and then and she looked like she was having a mental battle with herself and looked so vunrable, I just wanted to tell her that everything was fine and was gonna be ok but deep inside I knew it wasn't.
