Life was hard ,I managed didn't I? But now I was always wondering why why me why ,I was never loved was it because I didn't belong ,was it that I was any different to my siblings .well my life changed when I found out that I was adopted from that day I haven't spoke to my mother ,well someone whom I considered a mother but she wasn't my mother and that is why she never loved me and god was was I angry? .I had never once told anyone because I was ashamed they would saying that I was was a bastard so I kept it all to myself I drowned
In own my emotions. When I grew older I had friends I had searched for all of them since we had all gone our separate ways from high school when we were all reconnected we were so happy, but what we had gone through after we left high school was all nightmares firstly Amirah had lost her parents in a car accident and moved in with her grandparents, lauren had been attacked by a gang of men who wanted her belongings and when she refused they beat her into a pulp and she spent 6 weeks in a coma ,Thandiwe had been raped by her mother's 2nd husband and when she tried to tell her mom she said that she was lying and I just felt bad for her even beyond I mean her mother threw her out and said she wasn't her child .on the other hand Aaliyah the other Aaliyah not me had become a drug addict but got help and wasn't hooked anymore .As they told everything I couldn't help but feel awful they had told me a lot of things about how their lives had turned out but I could not I just couldn't tell them about my life and how bad it was.
