We had the most exiting day ever .I didn't know that I had missed so much on life by sulking .
Anyway Joshua ended up holding my hand and then winking at me when we won the piggy rides. We had decided to play that I know it was childish but we all wanted to have fun and forget about the seriousness of life .Joshua and I won and we were so happy; aaliyah ended up saying that we cheated so me and Joshua just gave her the middle finger. We then went to get lunch and I sat next to Joshua who would look at me when I'm not watching but dammit I had eyes of my own. I then wonderd how much we hated each other then but now we were stealing glances at one another.