Monday went by and god did I hate Mondays I mean who doesn't? .The week flew by and the weekend was finally here and I was exited because the girls and I were going out to canal walk. Aaliyah begged me to let her so called new boyfriend join us and agreed even though it was supposed to be only a girls day out then the rest of them bought all their boyfriends and I felt neglected because I was the only one who didn't have a date then some scheming BITCH had to go and make sure Joshua was there. But the thought was so en lighting that I felt over joyed and I liked it .And to think about the thought being loved remind me of what I had been denied. Love the lack of love but thinking that my whole life crush could love me I felt like an electrical circuit. "But see now Aaliyah you were going to far you didn't even know if he loves you you are just imaging. I hated my contious but it was always right in the end .
