Who Will You Choose? [ON HOLD]

Chapter 3: My Sad Life..

/Dedicated to my lovely friend, former KpopBunnyLuver. She made a new account guys. MinnieMouze, go fan her, she's a good author :).. Go check her story after you read this ^____^

.. Ren at the side >__>/

Just curious, who's voice is better to you? Minhyun or Ren? Comment below~~

(I think it's hard to choose >.<)

Before I end up, I want to apologize for taking the next chapter so long. I sincerely apologize guys, I'm really sorry.. I hope this chapter would make you satisfied and so it makes you to forgive me. Just tell me if it's dull or I'm lacking of something. I'm not sure about this though. And came up on deciding to delete this. Not only this, I mean, all of my story. I don't know, I'm confuse. But!!! I'll think about it first, okay? Give me some time! I'll definitely tell all my plans in the future.

So, I hope you'll enjoy this chapter~

I want to remind you all, sorry for any mistakes >.<

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Chapter 3: My Sad Life..

"Hyun Mi!! What time is it?" Mrs. Kim, my stepmother scolded me again. Are you curioson why I called her by her name instead of Mom? Well, I love to call her my Mom but she actually regret to have such daughter like me. SHe only know that she has only one daughter, and it's Karla. She always throw me everytime I approach her and thinks I'm a pest. But thanks for being strict, maybe I wouldn't become a strong girl now. I'm happy to be thrownaway, with that I can finally realize on where I should put myself. Same with my Dad, I don't really feel his presence. His priority was work. And I don't remember that he talks to me and act as a gurdian. Ever since I was small, my bond with him was very far. I remember when my Mom tried to convince me to go with Dad. I cried and end up hiding on her. For some reason, I feel like I don't have a father at all.

"I was just stu--" I was cut off when a door swung open, revealing my step sister, Karla.

"What's the noise? I can't even sleep!" she yelled, giving me a death  glare

"Sorry Dear.. This girl's fault. She always makes me angry." I feel my nerve starting to come up.

"I don't care. Just be quiet, I want to sleep." with that, she slammed the door. Mrs. Kim pulled me in my room.

"Mrs. Kim!! It hurts," I pleaded. She pushed me out in the door and brought me to the bathroom. She pushed me to the bathtub and carelessly hit me when I tried to get up.

"I'll teach you some lesson. Don't ever do that again or I will not let you to go home. Understand?" she left me at the cold room. I weakly got up and goes to my bed even if I'm still wet. Don't get me wrong. I just don't like hurting someone who is older than me. That's why I control myself over Mrs. Kim. She's my father's wife after all, and I cannot change the reality.

I shrugged as I heard my phone rings. I look at the caller and started crying when I saw that it's Ren. I sat on the ground and hug my knees. After I regain strength, I answer his call.

"Good Evening Ponpon! Why is it so long to answer mt call? Anyways, sorry for the intteruption. Uhm, you left your pen. That's all.... I just want to inform you. I'll bring it tomorrow, okay? H-Hello? Are you there?"

"O-Oh, y-yes... It's okay, I don't really mind. Actually I didsn't notice.. Yeah, just bring it tomorrow.. We will still meet tomorrow right? I'll just get it then.." I said, trying to be okay.

"Ponpon?"

"Hmm?"

"Are you- uh, n-nothing... Just.. nevermind.. I'll hang-up. Take care, sweetdreams~"

"Wait!!" I shouted, hoping to catch him once more.

"Yes?"

"What if you feel like falling down.. What will you do?" I suddenly ased him. I know it's kind of weird, asking such random question but, I just don't know what to do..

"Why do you suddenly ask?"

"J-Just nevermind... Then, bye-"

"When I'm down, I always look at the stars. They are all shiny and beautiful, just like what I see in life. Looking at the stars is like, looking back at your past. It's nice when you reminisce your past... It's like, putting back your mind in your most unforgetable moment that you'll save in your memory for the rest of your life. One day, I can able to touch them. One day, I can able to reach my dreams... That's my answer to your question.."

"Ren.... Thank you.."

"Uh, Mineul said that to me.. And since then, I always put it in my mind.."

"I see... She's been very sweet to you. I think she's very proud of having you as her brother. Don't worry, I'll keep that in my mind.. Good night Ren. Thank you very much.."as I hung up, I went over to my window and look at the sky. It was filled with stars and indeed, it's really beautiful. I thought night would be very sad at all, especially, I don't like being in a dark. But I realize it wasn't bad.. I smiled as I thought about my Mother hugging me so tight. It's ben a year since we last see each other. I wonder where she is right now. Is she sleeping at the moment? Or working? I want to see her now, and I always wait for her to text me.. I love her so much..

I continue to watch the stars as I cuddle my big pillow with an egg pie as mt dinner. I don't want to go out, having a dinner with my step mother.. I want to be alone... I will become a star... I will definitely reach my dream. I will prove myself that I'm not a pest, and I will try to be a successful girl that anyone can be proud of. Even my Father... Thanks Ren....

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