Jonathan's Pov
Taking a deep breath all I could think about was how I had to act like a dick. Damn it! Why did she have to push my buttons without even doing anything?
"Dude you got to calm down around her. You are never going to win her over if you keep it up." my best friend and teammate Austin Mallyn said.
He had been my best friend ever since kindgarden. How it all started I'm not completely sure, I think that it was because I stood up for him. Though that might not be the way it was.
Anyways when we got into middle school we did everything together, football, baseball, wresting. It didn't matter what it was somehow we were involved with it. That was the way it was in high school too. As time continued though I managed to get the quaterback position with the varsity team and I kind of left Austin behind.
I was glad that he was always there though he didn't do sports anymore. We told each other anything and everything. He knew what girls I liked and I knew what girls he liked. Swearing to each other we would never talk to the girls each other liked, we grew closer.
By the time senior year fell into place, I had already got my heart broke. Rachel McKiller. That one name to sub everything up. She had the shiny blonde hair with the big breast and killer ass. She knew exactly what to do to turn on any man. Always had red nail polish and red lips with really tight skirts and jeans with a little bit of clevage showing was her style.
The day I began to date her all my teammates were talking about how I was going to get a piece of ass. However there was one person, Ryan Upona, he wasn't talking or laughing at all. I thought maybe he likes her and he is just pissed. That wasn't the reason and I found out soon after that.
I was a virgin until my junior year, I'll admit it. In my mind, it wasn't right to have sex with someone who I didn't love or was sure you wanted forever. Some how, Rachel changed that. After a week we were already messing around. Every single time we hanged she made sure we were alone.
After going out for about four months we ended up having sex. I'll be honest it was amazing. So every weekend we would have sex. A year later I was taking her out to dinner when another guy walked up to us. He started yelling at me, asking me why I had my arm around his girl. I didn't know I was being played. When he came out of the shadows it was Ryan.
I got the shit beat out of me for a girl I thought I loved. She stood there and laughed at me. Really couldn't believe it, I was used just for her to say that I am a player or to tell everyone how I was in bed. I swore I'd never care about another girl again. So as fast as possible I got out of high school and went into boot camp for the Navy. I was going to be a SEAL and nothing would stop me.
Austin thought hey I'll come along and here we are today. And I'm once again falling for a girl I don't think I should be with. Gracelyn Miller.
Something changed with the way I acted when Gracelyn is around. Everyone calls her Gracie but I just can't. I'm kind of in love with her name. In every way, shape, and form. The name was beautiful and the nickname seemed to just ruin the beauty of it.
"I know. But damn Austin I can't. She just, god." I'm not even sure if he could or did hear me because of how soft I was talking.
"Man go find her. Just talk to her. Hell knowing her, she is most likely at the shooting arena now blowing smoke out of her head." he laughed softly while shaking his head.
As I began to walk in the direction that she left in, I realized what in the hell will I say? She won't think that I would come after her, Shit. Oh well..
In a matter of minutes I made it to the shooting arena, she wasn't there. Quickly I started walking in at a fast pace. Where is she? Running around the corner, she wasn't at the gun and bullet table. Oh no.
