The Real One

My Second Lost

Beyoncé P.O.V

July 25th Saturday

11:00pm

I never thought I would be doing a performance for the world to see, different celebrities and important famous people. I want to be the best I can and be all I can but, dancing and singing for 16 hours straight ain't something that's easy.

August had been having me practice for the awards all day, I'm so exhausted, I haven't even ate all day either and I feel light headed. I walked over to august and took a seat by august sipping on some water.

"How did I do?" I asked and he just looked at me

"Again" He said and I just looked at him

"But I thought that was...." He cut me off

"No get the hell up and do it again, you not stopping until, I think it's perfect" He said and I sighed I felt so weak I got up and walked back over to the middle

I started singing giving it my all and then everything started moving slow, my breathing stop and all I remember is me falling and seeing my last image of August

August Alsina P.O.V

I sat there and felt like everything was moving in slow motion, I felt paralyzed. My heart dropped and stopped all at the same time, I couldn't move I watched as she laid there and Ricco my bodyguard ran over to her and he looked at me yelling and I sat there in shock.
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I watched her sleep peaceful, I was overworking her to the point where she passed out.

They had to pump medicine into her system just so, she gain a little bit of strength.

They wouldn't tell me exactly what was wrong with her, they said something life threating could happen to her and I wanted to know.

They even put her under surgery and I wanted to know what happened to her but, they haven't told me. I cried for her and I don't cry for nobody, not since my brother and that was the last time I cried.

Angel grabbed my hand and rubbed her thumb on the back over my hand and I looked over at her and she had a sad look on her face.

"I'm sure bey is fine, she's just sleeping" Angel said and I turned back to bey she looked so weak and her face look like she was lifeless

"I overworked her even when she did good, I wanted her to be the best she could and I pushed her over her limit." I said and I touched her she felt slightly warm but, still cold

"It's going to be okay, look I gotta step out to call my husband well husbands. I'll be back but, relax" Angel said and she got up leaving me and bey in the same room together

I couldn't help myself but kiss all over her from just her hand to her arm, to her neck, to her cheek, forehead. Once, I made it to her lips I kissed her just a little and pulled away.

"Cause your so beautiful, god made you to show that off. Now I ain't never been the jealous type of guy but, I want you to myself I can't lie. I know we ain't on no one on thing but baby it should change." I started singing to her caressing her face

"Cause when I be out with other chicks I be thinking bout you when you be out on dates you be textin me too, telling me to come pick you off I pray to god he ain't breaking you off. I don't want nobody but, you kissing on my tattoos, I don't want nobody but me takin to you until you fall asleep." I sung to her kissing all on her

I'm falling for ma, hard. I feel like a little kid having a crush on my first girl. Damn she's just an every nigga's dream, I'm just glad I got her all to myself I own her she's all mine. I started to see her shuffle in her sleep, and her body turned on her side towards me and her eyes opened slowly.

"August...." She said and her voice was shakily and quiet

"I'm so sorry baby girl, I shouldn't have done that to you. Overworked you" I said crying and she stopped me put her hand on my cheek

"It's okay August I'm just in a little pain at the moment, get the doctor for me okay" She said sweetly and I nodded and pressed the button on her remote for the nurse and a couple minutes later two nurses came in with a doctor

"Well hello Mrs. Knowles" The doctor said walking over to bey and shaking her hand and shaking mine

"How are you feelings Mrs. Knowles" He asked her

"My body feels sore and in pain a little, but I feel okay but different" She said and he nodded looking at her charts

"Well that's normal, me and my team put you under surgery. The reason for this is because, you were only a few week pregnant and you overworked yourself and the baby, we tried to save it...But unfortunately you lost the baby. I'm sorry Mrs. Knowles..." He said and she sat there with a blank expression on her face, it was the same I had on my face my throat became dry and my heart dropped again

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"Beyoncé baby girl come here, you coming to sleep with me tonight" I said walking into her room and saw her crying and I picked her up and she wrapped her legs around my torso

"Shhhh...I got you" I said kissing on her

Once, I made it to my room I closed and locked my door. I don't need no distractions or nobody coming in, I just need it to me and her.

I sat up in bed and had her straddling me, her head rested on my chest her arms wrapped around me and my arms wrapped around her.

"I lost another one, this is my second one. I just thought that my next baby that I would carry, would be my child that I would be able to raise." She said crying and a tear slipped down my face

"I care about you bey, if I would have known earlier that you were carrying something that was mine. I would have taken care of you, I'm so sorry baby girl. I never would have thought this would be happening to you" I said and she continued to cry

"It's another lost, I'll have to go through. I just pray I won't go through a mental breakdown. Thank you august for being here for me" She said looking up at me and I kissed her, this kiss was slow and passion

That was mostly how the night went, we fell asleep in each other's arms. At least we had each other, after losing something that was important to both of us.

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