Beyoncé P.O.V
Four days later...
August's Funeral day
"So how you holding up bey?" Chris asked me releasing me from our hug we shared
"I'm getting a little better. The kids didn't take it as hard as I did but, I wish I would have helped him before he did everything" I said looking down I missed him so much
"Bey that is not your fault." He said putting a hand on my shoulder
"Maybe it's not. But I just wish I could have prevented him before he died" I said and I inhaled and exhaled trying to hold my tears in
"It's going to be alright bey. You need anything let me know, remerber I'm always here for you" He said and I nodded as he walked away
"Mrs. Knowles the limo was arrived. Are you ready to leave?" Ricco asked and I nodded
"Yes" I said walking out of the kitchen
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I breathed in and out as I heard the church piano playing music, as the door opened I walked in with Princeton and Daniel on each side of my arm with the rest of the kids behind me.
I saw everyone standing with their eyes on me and I walked with each step careful, I squeezed tighter on Princeton and Daniel arms as we got closer.
Once we got to August's casket, I felt my knees began to get weak I let go of Princeton and Daniel.
I looked at his face seeing the flashes and memories of us together, running on the beach, when he gave me my promise ring and my ring as his queen, me and him in each others arms right after we lost our baby, running around the house, us making love together, the day I gave birth to Antonio and Zendaya, the day we promised to love each other forever.
"I promise baby, I will love you forever. Never will be forgotten." I said as I dropped the red rose in his casket tears ran down my face and Daniel hugged me taking me in his arms
3 hours later....
After the preacher preached and everyone came up, I gotten up to sing. August mother kissed my cheek and I smiled weakly at her before, I walked up to the stand.
"I wrote this song for the love of my life. It was the night, I went home after him dying in the hospital. Hope you like it" I said smiling a little before looking down and I closed my eyes and prepared myself
"I fought for you
The hardest, it made me the strongest
So tell me your secrets
I just can't stand to see you leaving
But heaven couldn't wait for you
No heaven couldn't wait for you
Heaven couldn't wait for you
No heaven couldn't wait for you
So go on, go home
We laughed at the darkness
So scared that we lost it
We stood on the ceilings
You showed me love was all you needed
Heaven couldn't wait for you
Heaven couldn't wait for you
Heaven couldn't wait for you
No heaven couldn't wait for you
No heaven couldn't wait for you, no
Heaven couldn't wait for you
No heaven couldn't wait for you, oh
Heaven couldn't wait for you
So go on, go home" I sung giving it my all
I could feel the song touching my soul if August was with me, I felt like I could feel him touching me and everyone clapped for me tears running down their faces.
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After the funeral, August family and friends had come over and we all talked and shared some laughs. Talking about August and how we all loved him so much, I heard a knock at the door and Ricco answered it and Onika stood there. I was about to stand up but, Angel stopped me.
"It's alright Angel I got this" I said and she heisted before letting me go and I walked up to her
"Onika..." I said her name dry
"Beyoncé..." She said and we eyed each other
"I need to talk to you in private" She said and I nodded
"Follow me" I said walking through the house until we reached my music room and I opened the door and turned on the light
"Sit please" I said before closing the door behind me and she did and I sat beside her
"Speak" I said
"I need to tell you something" She said
"What" I said not caring
"I can't...I don't..." I cut her off
"Just spit it out, I don't have time and your already testing my patient with you here" I said
"I'm pregnant" She said and I looked at her for a while before I yelled
"Onika get the fuck out my house" I yelled standing up and turning to her
"Please bey help me..." She cried to me trying to hug me but, I slapped the hell out of her
"Fuck you Onika, you ruined my life. I know what you did bitch but, if I wasn't trying to do better for August. I would have killed yo hoe ass right here" I yelled at her and she cried
"I didn't do anything I promise" She said falling to her knees crying to me
"Bitch you killed August, you fucking hoe. You were the one who got him hooked on crack just so, he could become closer to you and sleep with you. This started a long time ago and I should have listened to Angel when you first came into the house, she never trusted you. Victoria told me all about when you came over to the house tricking August. And that's when it all started" I yelled at her
"Bey, I never..." I cut her off slapping her again
"Get the hell out of my home, you fucking dumb ass crack head. You on your own with that baby and it better fucking live, or I promise I'll find yo dumb ass and kill you. August always wanted all his kids to live his legacy so you better make sure of that. Now leave" I said and she got up wiping away her tears and she fixed her skirt and left out
I should have never trusted her for the beginning
This is the last chapter, had so much fun writing his book. I almost cried writing his chapter, R.I.P Anthony Alsina<3.
Anyways I appreciate y'all for voting and supporting this story and giving me y'all feedback in the comments. Love y'all. Loves Later Dancer Jay<3
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