How did we get like this, I thought I gave him my all and it all came crashing down on me. I lost everything and I can't do anything about it, I'm all on my own. Whenever I needed him he was always there and now that I need him he's gone. Where did...
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I watched as she sat by the window her knees to her chest she looked so fragile and weak, she sat at this window for days now quiet keeping to herself. She refuses to eat anything since yesterday, I felt like shit for how badly I treated her. Nothing I did to make her feel better did nothing to make up for yesterday.
I walked in with a tray of food, closing the door behind me and walked over to her. I put the tray of food on my bed, I picked her up and sat down putting her on my lap, and she just laid on my chest with a blank expression on her face.
"Baby girl you gone eat for me" I said and she just looked up at me and got up going to the tray and started eating her food slowly with her head down in shame causing me to sigh
When she was finished she got up and sat in a corner away from me, when I tried to go over and pick her up she got scared and started crying. I didn't even do anything to her, I picked her up anyway and she looked so scared that I was gonna hurt her again.
I put her down on her feet and I held her hand, grabbing my keys off my dresser walked downstairs and getting into my red jeep pulling off.
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I parked the car turning it off I looked over at Beyonce who looked confused about why we were at a park, I got out and ran over to her side helping her out. Grabbing her hand, I guided her around the park before finding this empty bench in front of this big great pond. I sat her down and sighed before looking at her, her eyes lost and hopeless.
"I brought you here to one of my favorite places where I can rewind, it's peaceful with all the nature and quietness. Yesterday was something I'm not proud of, myself and what happened but it happened and I can't take it back. I can sit here and say sorry a million times for what I did but, it'll never take away the fact that I hurt you. I took my anger out on you from everything." I said seeing that she was paying attention to everything I said
"I'm so hard on you because I don't want you disrespecting me as your boss. I've realized I have a problem. So I decided to take therapy and I want you to come with me, I hope you forgive me. I'm so sorry Beyonce, I know you won't forgive me know shit I wouldn't even forgive myself but, just think about it please." I said grabbing her hand, I never ever have said please to anyone but here I am saying it to her and all she did was nod causing me to feel some type of relief
Beyoncé P.O.V
All I did was just nod, I couldn't say anything I could tell he was truly sorry and he really did mean what he said. There was nothing more that could have been said or done and I didn't feel anything. After our talk, we just walked around the park it feels nice to be away from the house, the drama, and the girls. I miss being able to go out and relax seems like here I don't get enough of it.
After a while, we were just enjoying the peace and quiet until we heard yelling and flashing cameras. We turned around to see the paparazzi, August grabbed my hand and we ran to the car getting in, they all surrounded the car and August pulled off.
I don't know if I will ever get used to this new life...
