The Real One

Emotions bottled up

Beyoncé P.O.V

Wednesday July 18th

5:20pm

England

"So you telling me Karlie bitch ass is back" Angel said sipping her tea

"Yeah and she pregnant with August baby" I said and she spit her tea out chocking and these buff tall ass nigga wearing all black surrounded her

"What the fuck is this Angel?" I asked

"It's alright I'm fine, security Kevin and Keith got me they're so overprotective." She said and I laughed as they back off

"This hoe pregnant with my little brother baby" She said and I sighed putting my cup down

"Unfortunately" I said looking down and looked back up at her and she wore a frown

"What did he say" She asked sipping her tea

"I have no right to have a part or a say in this nor can I be upset or hurt about this situation" I said and she kissed her teeth

"What the hell, so he expects you to hid your feelings" She said and I nodded

"That's the thing that hurts, I have to fake everything. Fake to be happy, that I'm happy for August first baby. Everyone in the house is even pissed about it, they never like that hoe and now we have to accept her." I said and Angel shook her head

"If you keep your feelings bottled up inside like that, you going to have a meltdown bumble bee. Might even go crazy, it's not health to be like that" She said and I sighed

"I know, the only source of release I'm finding is singing. I feel like I'm going to explode at any minute and he's back to ignoring me and now putting more attention on her and the baby" I said upset

"Hey bumble bee, I promise everything is going to be alright. Now tell me how is school so far?" She asked and I weakly smiled

"It's going good but, I know that I'm going to become tired after a while. Keeping up with August, my music career, and school gone be a pain in the ass. But I wanna ask you something" I said getting serious

"Sure what's up" She said relaxing more in her seat

"Who is Miracle?" I asked and she tensed up hesitating at first but, then she breathed

"Miracle was the sixteen bunny of the house, she was a really nice good person. Beautiful, fresh to the house I picked her out for August. She was exactly like you an eye catcher, shy, but she had a big personality. Expect her talent was she could dance" She said pausing

"After just a few months, August fell for her hard and so did she. A few month later she wind up being queen, everyone in the house loved her, come to find out she was fucking Reggie august friend. August was so hurt and angry he broke out and killed Reggie, miracle ran away but august found her back in Atlanta where she came from." Angel said and put her tea down

"What happened after that?" I asked curious

"Let's just say, that Miracle is no longer with us, may her beautiful soul rest in peace. August was depressed for a couple years, and the boys all made a promise to wait on him to find his queen but obviously Tyga has moved on." She said and paused

"August still has wombs on the inside that's why he hasn't been able to open up and love again. His trust for a queen has gone, August has been in this business for 15 years almost sixteen years and he will be king with Chris his sixteen year" Angel said and I was shocked

"Wow, um I don't know how to feel about that." I said and she gave me a weak smile

"There's a lot you don't know about Anthony, but I can tell you what I think" She said and I looked up at her