Numb,Linkin Park✖
"And every second I waste is more than I can take."
-Am not overreacting
Am just emotional
Way too sensitive
-Am not lacking attention
I am used to it
Unnoticed
Trust me it feels good
-Am not sad honey
Am just woeful
Depressed
Lonely
Suicidal
Afraid
Scarred for life
Remorseful
Despairing
-Am not friendless
Am dejected
Am alienated when in company
Am lost
Like Rapunzel in Wonderland
Doesn't make sense right ?
It's more dreadful
It's hollow
Deep
Deeper
Maybe dead
-My parents love me
Its not that I don't get what I want
It's not that I have problems
It's just that they don't know me
God damn it they know nothing
They don't understand
They're old
There's a big gap between me and them
They're clueless
They don't care actually
Am just a satisfaction factor
That's it
Do this Do that
God...
-Am fine
No damn it
But who will care to really see those desolated eyes
Who will really feel that pain
Am not fucking fine
Am just frustrated why am I alive
Why didn't I die yesterday ?
Am just dead
but alive.
YOU ARE READING
Slow Death
Short StoryThis book is my getaway, my escape, my feelings. It's utter shit but if you wish to read it you may :) Quite a lot of emotions,feelings that are depressed, hurt, confused, fucked up..suicidal.. //pluvio-nyctophile//
