Slow Death

| t h i r t y - e i g h t |

Its been a long time

Its been an eternity

Its been painful without her

But still am coping

I try not to think of hurtful things

Am getting weaker and weaker whenever people tell me to get stronger

Again, the monsters won

I don't deserve friends

I am lonelier as fuck

I cry every night when I think of myself
To where I've reached

I get the shivers of fear and anxiety

It fucking hurts
It hurts
It hurts

Its like a sharp knife touching my bones
Its so deep..

Am dying slowly...