I was in the kitchen washing dishes, Jess came and put other spoon in.
I look at her with sad eyes as she walks off.
She's always crying when I see her.
It's been a month now without talking to her and its really hard.
Today is my birthday and Faith got me new shoes.
When I finish I go to Lisa room "Miss Lisa" I say softly.
"What" she asks reading what was in her hand.
"Today is my birthday and I was worrying if I could go for a walk to my parents grave" I ask.
"Your parents are dead and never gave a fuck about you" she say standing up.
I frown "Your a lier" I mumbled getting mad.
"Your calling me a lier" she asks.
I nod, she puts the salt on the floor. I hate this.
"Kneel" she says. "Stupid ass" she says as I kneel on it.
I look at Jess and she had her hands on her face. I can tell she was crying.
After a while my knees were burning really bad. Faith walks in "Really Lisa, get up" she says.
I quickly sit back and dust off my knees "Clean it up" she says.
I nod, wiping my tears, I scream when I actually put it in my eye.
Jess quickly came to my side "You okay? Let me see" Jess says quickly.
"Move now" Lisa yelled at Jess.
"No, I'm sick of this. I give you everything, I can't live without her again. You will never understand, I will take anything you give me but I will continue taking care of my sister" Jess yelled.
Lisa looked mad, she gets off the bed and walks out the room with Faith.
"Let me see" she says softly.
"It hurts" I cry.
"Lets go to the bathroom and wash it out, okay" she says.
"Okay" I mumbled.
We went to the bathroom and she puts water in her hand.
She rubs my eye with the water and it felt better.
"Happy birthday baby girl" she smiles a little.
"Thank you sissy" I hug her. "Your going to get in trouble by Lisa" I say.
"Not really, I will try to have make up sex with her so I won't get anything bad" she frowns looking at her hands.
"Don't do it" I mumbled.
"She beats me till I can't move and if I have a easier way out of it I would take it" she mumbled. "I will be fine" she says.
"Okay" I mumbled.
There was a knock on the door, Jess opens it and Lisa is standing there.
She never knocks "Come talk to me" she says.
"I'm I in trouble for speaking out of my place" Jess asks. "If I am I swear, Im trying to know my place when Lay around" she says.
"I said lets talk, I will think about it" she says.
Jess gives me a small smile and walks out with Lisa. "Layla" Faith yelled.
I got off the counter and walked out to the kitchen "Yes" I mumbled.
