•Months Later•
I was cooking diner for him, Luke, he's 24.
He should be coming home about now.
I hear the front door open and his sighs. He walks into the kitchen and sits at the table.
"Give me my dinner" he yelled, I set the plate in front of him and apologize.
I started cleaning up and putting away the things.
"What the hell, you know I like my steak well done" he yelled.
"It is" I mumbled.
"Then why is it still fucking pink" he drops the plate on the floor.
I jump a little "I'm sorry, I'm so tired" I say trying to clean up the mess.
"Is that my problem" he asks and I shake my head. "Order me pizza and your joy eating" he says and walks off.
The last time I've eaten was the day I got here.
I pick up the phone and order pizza for him, I clean up the mess and cry as I do.
I want Jess.
My stomach growled.
I heard the door bell ring and I get the money out his wallet and go to the door.
I keep my head down as I pay for the pizza.
I quickly close the door and walk into the living room.
I give him the box and he tells me to get him a beer and I went to go her him one.
I sat on the floor with my head on the wall. How am I going to tell him?
"Sir" I mumbled.
"What" he asks.
"Ummm I took the test that you gave me and I'm pregnant" I mumbled.
He looks at me "You dumb whore" he says.
"I don't know if I'm right, I can't read. I guessed the plus sign meant I was" I mumbled.
He stood up and started pacing around "You can't have a baby" he yelled.
I jump and hide in the corner more "I'm sorry" I say softly.
He threw the vase at me and I scream when it hits me "Shut the hell up" he yelled.
I cry at the pain "I take the pills you gave me" I cry.
"Your a whore" he says sitting down.
I cover my ears and cry "Sissy" I cried.
•Ten Months Later•
I sat on my bed with my baby girl in my arms.
I hum and rock her back and forth.
Her name is Mandy. I see the door open and he comes down and takes her out my arms and puts her in the old broken crib.
He takes off my clothes and his, I just lay on the bed as he used me.
"Moan" he slapped me.
I look at the door and cry and moan "It hurt" I say softly.
He soon leaves and Mandy starts crying.
I quickly put on my clothes and wipe my tears.
"Shhh" I rock her back and forth. She soon settled down into my arms and I go upstairs with her.
I go to his room and he laying on the bed about to take a nap.
"What" he asks.
"May I get her some new clothes" I ask.
