I look out the window, it's been 7 months since I last saw anyone.
Soon we get to the park and Miss Jay and I get out the car and go to the panic tables.
Today is Arron birthday he's turning 6 and I heard that Jess is going to be here.
I see Mandy sitting on one of the far panic tables with Farah and Haley.
"May I go to them" I ask her and she nods and walks over to the party.
Everyone was either in the water part of the park or the other part.
I walked over to them and sit next to Farah. "Mama" Mandy says climbing on my lap. "I want play" she pointed to the park.
"You can't baby girl" I say softly.
"You okay" Farah asks me.
I had to stay at the house to finish my costumers. "I feel really dirty" I mumbled.
"It's not your fault were all forced to do it" Haley says.
"I know but still"
"Separate" Lisa yelled. Farah stayed there and me and Haley moved to different tables. Lisa walked over to me and took Mandy.
"No please can she stay with me" I beg. She makes her sit down at the table in front of me.
Mandy looked like she was about to cry. I shake my head "Please" I say softly.
She put her finger in her mouth and a tear fell.
"It's okay, I'm right here baby girl" I say trying to keep her from crying.
She opens her arms cause she wanted me to get her.
"Mommy can't" I frown and saw a car pull up.
I see Jess and Danny get out the car. "Mommy" I heard Arron scream and he ran over to Jess.
"Baby" Jess kneeled down and gave him a big hug.
Everyone said awe or something. I smile a little and they walk over to the tables and said hi to everyone.
I see Lisa pull Jess off to the side.
"Who is he" she asks her, I heard.
"My boyfriend, that I actually want to be with" Jess says.
"We're still married" she says.
"No, I wanted a divorce but you can't take the fact that I don't want to be with you" she says.
"I have no problem beating you in front of everyone" she says.
"Aren't you doing enough, you took my only sister away from me. How do you love me when your taking my ONLY family away" Jess yelled, I heard a loud slap.
I looked at them and Jess was holding your cheek "Dont forget I owned you and I can still own you. I have given you enough time to get your act together. I'm sick of it" she yelled, is nobody hearing this.
She said something I didn't hear. "I'm ruin your life by ruining your sister life until you come back to me, understood" she says.
"Leave Lay out of it, she barely knows half the things that go on" she says, that is true.
I heard Mandy crying, I look at her and she had her head on the table crying.
I stood up and picked her up, I bounce her up and down "Mommy here" I say.
Lisa looks at me "Put her down now and sit your fucking ass down" she says.
I sit Mandy back down and told her to not cry and I sat down with my head down.
