Just a casual weirdo

Middle school

Middle school is... I guess fun for the really social kids..

But I'm a bipolar, antisocial, shy, and emo person and I only have 4 friends. Which could get really boring cause I only have a class with 1 of them and she's really silent around me ackkkkkkkkkkk. We have a dance coming up on Friday and I think I'm gonna be third wheeling hardcore cause I'm gonna be there with one of my friends and her boyfriend. I don't know who I'm gonna ask. Probably my crush lol but like they barely ever notice me. Like Dammit senpai I sit right in front of you. Sometimes I just get so emo I fall apart. Sometimes I wanna laugh and cry at the same time for no reason. I'm not going through that much, the change is just overwhelming and stressful and I have to carry my binder around everywhere I fucking go and I'm weak and my homeroom and first period feel like MILES away. And the motherfuckers at my school district moved one of my friends out of my class. I'm really upset but dun worry. I'm still the same and some new jokes are gonna be coming up soon :)

See ya'll later, kitties.