chapter 4 >> Josh

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#-#-Josh's POV-#-#

I shouldn't have done that. She came over to talk to me and I ran away. I ran away like a dog with his tail between his legs. 

Thing is, I don't even know why I ran. There was no reason to. I wasn't in danger. I guess it was because I was shy. I was in an experience that was completely alien to me. 

I'm weak. Its been a year and I'm still as weak as I was that day. 

I'm weak.

I sit down, back against the wall, grinding at me through the thin material of my shirt. I close my eyes only to hear footsteps run up. Probably Tyler. I don't open my eyes, earning a "Josh" from Tyler. 

"What, Tyler?"

"What the hell was that?"

"Was what?"

"THAT JOSH. Stella came, willingly I might add, to talk to you. And you ran away. For all I know you could have blew it with her." 

Tyler's basically saying that I've fucked up.

Even Tyler thinks I'm a failure. 

He looks down at me before his face softens. "Listen dude, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it so harshly. I just want to see you happy and I really think that Stella could do that."

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Think I forgot this book?

Well...

I did ;-;

So, update...

I have a date to homecoming c: 

yayyyyy

DashingZiggy


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