D o o r s
Week and weeks has been progressed and we got a way busier schedule, both Elmo and I. We had to cancel some our 'supposedly' interviews that we approved before because of the more important matters like I had to rehearse for the noon time show because we will be celebrating its 50th anniversary in the industry and they wanted it to be the bomb and something really really big. Plus i started doing my mall shows in between. The goal first is to head to the north but since im close to big malls here, i decided to go and do a show, album signing and the like just to free my schedule for the next months but i think it's not gonna work the way i wanted it to be. It's getting busier than ever.
He too has to start attending workshops again and rehearsals. We havent talked about it but Ate Tina once told me that he will be hosting the newest show which is opening soon and a sports news plus a lot of branded stuffs endorsements in the country. Well, i think they saw my husband has all the look and charm and etc to best sale their products, they're offering him here and there as well for a shows, as a model, as an endorser and all that. He's not used to it because he was away from the camera for the longest time but he told me he's getting close to perfectly handling the situation.
Yesterday was his signing of the contract to the network station and its too saddening to have not been able to witness it because i was too busy and meetings here and there. I only saw him once this week and it was pretty hard, yknow, and i really miss him this bad.
But everytime i speak to him, he's always reassuring me that it's okay to work for awhile and all but i can feel it isnt, really.
"Babe, im about to start the hosting practice, are you home now?" He asked and i look at the time. 12 midnight. I sighed.
"Pauwi na ako. Im alone. May sakit si Kuya," i informed him and i knew he'd complain again about my driving but i cant do anything.
"Love, i'll come and fetch you there," he abruptly say and i had to disagree.
"Babe, it's not always like this. I told you i'll be okay, i'll be fine. If something happens, i will call you and i have my id's with me," i sighed and i heard the other line went silent.
"Moe?"
He didnt speak.
"Babe, come on," magtatampo na naman toh.
"Okay. Call me right after you get yourself inside the house," he said in a serious tone and i knew that he's a little mad again.
"Moe, i'll be okay," i tried to convince him one more time but he said nothing more.
"I love you," i whispered and then i heard him finally surrender as he sighed a deep one.
"I love you. Be safe," and then we both ended the call.
As promised, i drove home slowly and carefully leaving the speed in a slow pace as i hit the lane. The traffic isnt so bad which is i didnt expect. It usually is heavy but tonight, it was quite okay.
I pulled in the parking finally after a long and slow driving and get in the house safe. It is too quiet and light. I had my phone up as i dialed his number to let him know that im home safe now.
"Julie, are you home now?" He called me by my name. Galit ba toh oh ano?
"Moe, galit ka ba?" i asked.
"Just answer my question," he breathe out without answering my question. My brows met and i waited for his answer but there were no words.
Bahala ka jan!
I ended the call and went to our bedroom.
Ah! I miss the bed! I slipped through my pants and removed my sleeveless. I walked inside the closet with my undies on and found Elmo's white long shirt and put it on as i climbed up the bed and rested my head on the headboard trying to relax for a little bit and will probably sleep later.
