C o m i n g
I was waken up by my alarm clock and as i look at it, it says it's 5 in the morning. Careline shoot, rehearsal, mall south tour.
I stayed on the empty bed for five minutes and stared at the blank ceiling as i pray for a moment and felt the silence for a little while. After doing so, i stood up and ready to condition myself, check my old ipod and connected through my mini speaker and played a japanese song. I think this is way better than a rap one.
I took a shower and dressed up. I quickly had my self prepared for i dont need to put on make up at this hour. My driver and Ate Jenny were waiting for me downstairs.
Flashing a beautiful smile, they greeted me good morning and i returned it back to them. I stayed quiet for the whole ride to the venue. I dont know, i wasnt in the mood to talk. Or something.
As soon as i get to my chair waiting for my make up artist, Ate Jenny handed me a coffee with a sticky note that has a smiley on it. I looked at her and said, "Thank you, ate."
She didnt say a word but she nodded as a sign that i was always welcome.
I took a sip of it and it was dang good in my growling stomach to have something warm to take in.
"Julie, you ready?" Mia, my make up artist for today asked as she held the make up brush and i nodded and lifted my face to let her know that im good to start.
So i had it all of that, make up and wardrobe and then shoot. Pose. Check shots. Change outfit. Smile. Pose more. Check the shots. Retouch. Break. Wardrobe. Pose. Check shots. And done.
I love all the shots. It was creatively pointed out the products that im endorsing and beautifully captured and i think it was my best look using the products so far and im too happy about it. Also, i have packed the products that i wanted and i have the whole day to try them on since ill be out for the mini tour again.
The day dragged on and the rehearsal was pretty much tiring for we constantly move and practice every single step of the song that we will be performing tomorrow. I sighed as i had my water bottle in my hand and drink as i sat down beside the dancers. I watched them joke around and tried to get in and then soon after, i was laughing with them forgetting something.
It would be a lie if i tell you that im okay right now. Because i really am not. Reason? Do i need to tell you when you apparently know why? I sighed and then isolated myself again from the crowd. We did a few more hour to practice before calling it a wrap and i can truly say that it's pretty polished now. Everything is looking so effing great and im excited for tomorrow.
After rehearsal, i was able to take a quick shower and headed to the malls that i had on my list to visit.
Thank God, i only have two malls to see this afternoon. I can feel my body sore and i really can't move my left arm freely. I dont even know what happened but im too exhausted. I performed and did my meet and greet with a huge smile on my face. I had the best fans in the whole world and i cant thank our dear creator from heaven for that. Im always grateful for everything that i have and my fans will always be part of my everything.
I removed my make up as we were making our way home. It started to irritates me and i feel like i cant breath well with all the sweat running down my face with my make up on.
I finally said goodbye to my driver and to my personal assistant. All i want now is to be on the bed and relax my body. I looked at the time and it was 7 in the evening. I didnt mind my stomach, i head straight to our walk in closet and hurriedly slipped off my jeans and blouse and i ran to get one of his tees as i put it with just my bra and undies on. I somehow feel comfortable with his clothes on me. His smell stays in it and now i can finally breathe well and easily fall onto a perfect slumber.
