The QuirKy Diary

A What Now?

So today, at like the last 15 minutes Mr Bragg came to class to talk to me about something.. I was shit scared it was something that had to do with Shahzaib but it only was partly about that.

So this was the conversation:

I just wanted to talk to you about that meeting the day before. - Mr B

Okay.. *sweat drops* - Me

To start off with, I would like to ask about you and Shahzaib, are you guys keeping it in the 'friend zone'? - Mr B

*Nods* - Me

If you're parents found out about you having a... boyfriend, what do you think they would do? - Mr B

They would kick me out... - Me

*Shocked*.... Is that what you think or know they would do? - Mr B

I know - Me

Well, if I notice you two are doing it again I need to assure you that I'll have to call both sets of parents, otherwise that wouldn't me being good at my job - Mr B

*Shakes* O-Okay.. - Me

I would also want to know... if you still feel like those words that you've said about yourself in that letter - Mr B

I've always felt like that so yeah, I still do - Me

Look, there's 2 more days til holidays and if you're still not okay about what's going on in your life I can appoint you with a school counsellor, is that okay? But of course I need your parents permission - Mr B

I'm fine with that......... - Me

Do your parents know about what you've been going through? - Mr B

*Shakes head* - Me

Why not? - Mr B

Because, they would just think I'm overreacting - Me

Well, next term I need to check up on you, anyway, it's nearly the of the school day so you can walk back to class - Mr B

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A counsellor? I don't care about that. But what I'm scared of is Mr Bragg has put so much trust in me and if he finds out.. god he'll knoe that I lied.