The QuirKy Diary

A Goodbye

This chapter might be a long one.. because I just want to give all my friends a personal message for them to remember since our days together are coming to an end.

Girls:

Sietara: I don't how many times that I have to say this, but once again, thank you. You have been the one whos listened to my inner thoughts and feelings. The one who has forgiven me for all those stupid things I've done. The one whom I had a fight with over something so ... stupid. But you always stuck around. Ha, remember when I left early on your birthday because I was 'allergic' to your chocolate cupcakes? *Sigh* the good old times.

Sheylese: I honestly don't know what to say.. we became friends thanks to Sofia. We had many fights before but we always ended up forgiving each other. There were times where I friendship was completely cancelled. Thankfully it didn't. I have so many memories with you at school and out of school & I love every absolutely all of them. Thank you for being such a good person to me :)

Aguer: Okay, we recently had a fight and luckily everything was forgiven.. I think :p. We have hung out all the time out of school and we've done so many stuff and I'm thankful for those rebellious memories you've given me :)

Tasha: Ahhh! We hardly talk in school but we talk most of the time on wattpad! We help each other with our hopeless love problems, we talk about random shiz, we fangirl over each other's relationships and such. But the thing I love the most about our friendship is that we're always there for each other, no matter what.

Jenny: We hardly talk at all.. but strangely, we have a friendship (I think, do we? I think so lol)! You are one talented girl. You're a fast runner, you're a good dancer and you have body goals ;). When you're older, I know that you'll be famous for one of your talents! Don't forget me when you're walking on the red carpet!! :)

Renita: You're a beautiful girl and you know that. Please don't be sad about anything that goes on in your life, just know that you have friendd and family who will be here no matter what. Know that whatever happened, happened. There is no turning back and there is no time machine to help you fix what happened (i wish there was though). You're an amazing friend :)

Boys:

Lachlan: Same goes for you. You're a good guy and you don't need anyone holding you back from the person you are. Don't cut please. You're worth everthing. Life is worth living. I love you :)

JG: My little pony
Skinny and bony
Aha! JG! You have the be the most chill yet funny guys I've known.. Actually the only one! Thank you for being there through thick and thin. You mean so much to me.

AJ: Gosh, your voice! I wish that I will hear it again after the year ends. You're an outgoing guy who doesn't give a care in the world. Sometimes its cool, sometimes.. I just want to punch you in the head for it! But i just want to say thank you for being there. You have made such a big impact on my life.

Calais: Eh.. jokes! Calais fucking Cassin. You don't look like the type of guy who cares about others.. but surprisingly, you do! When I was crying you asked if I was alright and tried to comfort me, you are such an amazing person.

Shahzaib: Left you for last because yanno, save best for last ;). Honestly, I think your personal goodbye is gonna be long asf, so here it goes. First of all, I just want to ask.. how did you fall in love with me? So many girls liked you but you chose me.. weirdo. How do you put up with me? When I get jealous, when I'm upset, annoyed, pissed.. how do you never end up letting me go? Ugh, thank you for being such a blessing. No matter how much i wanted you to let me go because the end was coming, you held tight. There is so many things I want to say, but I don't think it can fit in this chapter. I love how you kiss me, hug me, hold my hand.. how you twirl me around and end up hugging me from behind. I love how you wink then say "I love you more." I love how you would just stare at me and smile.. I just love you. Every single little thing about you. We've passed so many obstactles.. but we have one more left... will you still love me forever like how you promised? Will you still knock on my door on my 16th birthday like you promised? Are you.. willing to love me forevermore?

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God, all of those personal goodbyes made me tear up.. I've created so many memories, good and bad with all of them. Most of them, I've known for 4 years and those 4 years have been such a blast. I know I'm not that perfect friend but I will be that friend who will stay by your side forever. I will be that friend who listens. The friend who cares. I'll be here.