The QuirKy Diary

Romeo & Juliet Much?

I'm crying all over the fuck again. Guess what?

Shahzaib's mum fucking called saying I should stay away from him. How am I suppose to do that?! I can't bare not talking to him for even a damn second. I'll miss him. Even if he's sitting right in front of me, I'll cry.

We can break up if they want.
We can be forced to hate each other.

But if I'm forced I'm gonna fucking find every way to insult him just to talk to him.

Why can't anyone accept the fact that I love him. I know, we're too damn young but.. I've never felt this way about any other boy.

I also know that you're trying to help him strive for great work at school but why are you putting all this blame on me?

I know you hate me. I know you will never accept me. But please don't tell me to stay away from your amazing son. He's my damn world. He's shown me what it is to be truly happy and how to be madly in love.

Like they say, if you really love someone.. you are willing to wait. I'll wait til you guys allow him to love me as much as he did this whole year. I've taken his love for granted, I never believed that he truly loved me.. but now I'm regretting everytime he said "I love you," and I replied "no you don't."

I'm begging you. Please just let this whole love slide til the end of the year.