The Boys (ON HOLD)

Chapter 20: Here for You

Niall's POV

I don't know what I just heard.... A dad?

My mind was spinning in fast circles. I was sitting with the others on the couch when I got the call. Harry was not bothering me but Louis wanted to know what was wrong.

I hung up and just tried to collect my thoughts... I went outside and sat on the porch. It was quiet and peaceful.

I don't know if I should be happy or worried that the father could possibly be Harry...

I buried my face in my hands and took a deep breath.. The guys were right. They didn't even know we were dating yet!

Kendall's POV

I don't think I can do this... It scares me... Should I just... No never! I wouldn't have the heart! But then again.... I do not want to become a mother yet... It is just all so confusing!! I'm not ready!!

I leaned against the door and slid down it. I set my phone beside me and started to sob.

Andrea banged on the door. She knew something was wrong.

";I... I... Can't do it!"; I said between gasps for air and sobs.

"Open the door" She said in a soft voice.

"No!" I shouted and sobbed harder.

She left and I just cried harder.

I remembered everything from the time Niall and I met, to now.

All the parties, the love, the fun, excitement, anger, hate... I curled up in a different corner and went into a ball, shoving my head onto my knees and my arms around it. I just cried.

There is so much going on! Too much to handle!

Niall hates me I'm sure. That just made things worse!

I made it to my bed. Still crying, I lifted my shirt and put my hands over my smooth stomach. I wasn't big at all.

I put my shirt down and rolled into bed, covering my head with the blankets. I cried myself to sleep.

~next day~

I woke up to the blankets spread everywhere and dried tears on my cheeks. I took a breath and got out of bed. I ate and went back to my bed.

I didn't want to move, I wasn't outgoing right now... I felt like I had died inside.

There was a knock at my door but I didn't want to get up. I just lie there.

Then my bedroom door opened and I didn't roll over to see who it was. My bed slumped down a little and I feel a hand reach to my side.

I could be laying with a stranger for all I know!

Then there was singing.

He sang Little Things.

I started to cry so a buried my head in my pillow.

His voice cracked and I rolled over.

There was blond hair by my face and a face shoved into my back.

He finished the song but just barely. At the end, he whispered, "I love you."

I rolled fully over and he raise his head. He kissed me. "I love you too." I replied as a tear slipped out.

"Niall, I can't go through with this... I'm not ready!!"

"But.... We can do this." He replied.

"I can't. I'm not ready to go through all of that!"

His voice got quiet. "Whatever you need, I'm here. Do what you think. I will be here for you."

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Ugh!!!! Another short one! But hey, it still works! I saw a hot guy today lol! Well now I'm gonna sit here bored. By people! Happy Mother's Day!

❤Xx-Kendra-xX❤