*flashback*
'leave me alone.' you screamed as you slammed your bedroom door shut. 'I can't believe you.' you shouted as you slid to the base of your door. 'y/n, come on open the door.' the dark eyed, deep voice singing scowled. 'no.' you replied. 'come on. you know better the media loves to make me seem like a huge womanizer. I didn't sleep with her. she's way too old and plus I love you and only you' Harry explained to you from the other side of the door. you started to tear up and were absorbed in your tears for a few hours,convinced Harry would have gone home by that point, but he hadn't. You know that because of this, genuinely, everything he had said was heartfelt and as he said for the first time ever. He really did love you.
*present(a couple months later,December roughly)*
You felt re-energized after getting to be home for a little while at Thanksgiving with your lovely family and the two boys who mean the world to you. Today you were on the phone to your mom for a couple hours starting to talk about wedding planning and discussing when you would be home next,since you would be spending this Christmas with Niall's family since it should be quite fun with the twins being nearly a year old.
Niall was out with Greg getting fitted for this tuxes and making quite a day of it, so you were left alone. You played with Cason and organized your room, talked to some fans who'd been begging for your attention and got yourself a cheeky bit of lunch. You decided you wanted to have a movie day, but you didn't want to have it all alone so you called Harry who gladly agreed to join you.
You decided to fix a bit of kettle corn and pour a glass of Harry's favorite drink, apple juice, and waited for him to show up. Fifteen minutes later, he showed up at the door carting some movies from his house. 'hey babe' he said as he leaned down and kissed you on the cheek. 'hi, glad you came.' you said. 'wouldn't miss an opportunity to torture you with horror films for the world.' he sneered. 'no.' you answered back, putting a pouty lip prominently so he'd be sure to see it. 'you know I'm kidding. I brought your favorites.' he handed you the stack of movies and sure enough it was a compiled with Disney,Gerard Butler,and John Hughes directed movies. 'yay.' you shouted hugging Harry's neck.
You went into the kitchen to grab the popcorn and drinks as Harry went in and started one of the movies. You walked to the living room to see the opening credits of Sixteen Candles playing, your favorite 80's movie of all time. You found a spot on the couch next to him and sat. You placed the popcorn on the coffee table in front of you as well as the drinks. 'thanks' Harry said. 'no thank you for not making me be a complete loser.' you said causing Harry to laugh a bit. 'yeah I suppose I am pretty swell for doing this.' he said sarcastically. You punched in the arm to which he responded with a jump and an 'ouch'. 'don't be a wimp' you suggested. You both quieted as the movie's opening scene appeared.
'y/n, I have something I need to tell you.' Harry told you as you'd just received your dinner at Nando's. 'okay.' you said,taking note of the intense look in his eyes. 'I never stopped loving you and it kills me to see you with Niall when I know you could still be mine.' he told you. 'what.' you said, hoping you hadn't just heard what you thought he'd said. 'I wish you weren't Niall's fiancé and that you were mine instead, but I know it's impossible and I'm crazy for even saying any of this.' he said as he shoveled some of his entree into his mouth.
'no, Haz I'm glad you did. No, it doesn't change anything, but I'm glad you were brave enough to tell me how you were feeling.' you told him. 'but you don't feel the same?' he questioned. 'no I don't. You're my best friend and when we were together as a couple was amazing, but Harry you have to know we just couldn't have worked out. Our relationship would have been tested and tried so much and I just don't think I could handle all that heartbreak.' He wasn't responded, intently focused on the plate of food in front of him. You knew this wasn't what he wanted to hear so you continued to speak after taking a couple more bites of your food.
