It's now been, what, two months and Sid looks like an adult wolf. It was nice having him around. Me and him did so much stuff together that you would think that he was my boyfriend. Ha!! That's funny because I have one of my own, or more like a mate. Yeah the one who's suppose to be with you almost all the time. The one who's never suppose to leave your side and make you happy. Yeah, not me.
My mate, or should I say Mathew, has locked himself in his office. The only time I see him now, is when he comes to bed. And he doesn't even do that every night. I felt like I was being trapped in this black hole and I couldn't find my way out. I felt....alone. I felt alone like I was when I was with my so called father. No one was there to help me get out of the horrible place. No one could save me from drowning in the darkness. And that's what it felt like right now. I felt so dull, so out of place.
I know what I need to do. I need to talk to Mathew about this. It was destroying me on the inside. That's what I'm going to do. I'm going to get out of this bed and go to his office and talk to him. I put on some what decent cloths and walk out of the house. Thank got for Eric. I find him waiting out side. "Eric you are taking me to the pack house right now!" He looked at me and just nodded. It was about a five minute walk, not that far.
When I got there I marched up the stairs to get to his office. There were to guards standing there. I walked up to them and looked at them. I stepped forward and that's when one put their arm out to stop me from going any further. I looked at him. "Alpha is in a meeting." Well that just ruined my plan to talking to him. I sighed and walked away. Well I wasn't going to interrupt, probably an important meeting just because I missed him.
I walked back outside and decided to go for a run to get things off my mind. "Luna,we're are you going?" Eric asked. "It's Aurora and I'm going for a run. Do. Not. Follow." I said serious. I ran and ran. It felt like I was running for hours but was just probably and hour. When I stop it was almost sun down. Okay maybe I was actually running for hours. By the time I run back it'll be dark. Not that Mathew will notice or anything. I sighed and walked back to the house.
When I got there, Mathew was staning at the door looking angry. I walked straight past him and just shot him a glare. "What's wrong?" he said. "Nothing.." "Where were you?" "Out for a run." "You were out side running for hours?" he asked. "Yes..I'm surprised that you noticed" I said bitterly. "Oh so that's it?" he said. I laughed and walked up the stairs. I new he was following but I ignored it. When I got to the room I tried closing it but he caught it before it it could.
I turned around and said "Can you go?" I walk up to him and try pushing him out. Hey word, tried. He grabbed my wrists gentaly and didn't let go. "Let. Go." In said annoyed. He pulled my wrists and i hit his chest. He wrapped his strong arms around me and hugged tight. I sighed. "I really missed you" I said weakly. "I know...and I'm so sorry kitten. I'll make sure to not make you feel this way again. I missed you so much its just that I had rouges on our territory and then had meetings....it was just stressful. I'm sorry baby."
I smiled. I got out of his death hug and gave him a kiss on the lips. It got heated vary quick. The next thing I know, I'm up against a wall. I jump up and wrap my legs around his waist. He rips my shirt off and I try and take his off as well. He helps me and HOLY MOTHER OF JESUS! He had a nice six pack. "Like what you see?" he said with a smirk. "Vary much" I said biting my lip.
He picks me up and puts me on the bed. Just has he gets on top of me we hear a nock on the door. He groans and opens the door. "Yes, yes...okay, will deal with it tomorrow" he said and closed the door. As soon as he turned around I closed my eyes. I was laying on the bed when I felt a dip in the bed. I opened my eyes and saw him hovering over me.
"Let's go to bed. We can continue this..tomorrow. I can see that your tired." Well now I'm feeling guilty. "Sorry..." "Don't be...I would rather you be full of energy when we do, do it." He said with a smirk. I chuckled and he turned off the light. He crawled in bed with me and pulled me to him. It felt amazing. It felt right. And I was happy. With Mathew on my mind I fell asleep dreaming about him.
