How is it that fate can change with a snap of a finger? How is it that nothing good ever lasts? Why does it have to be the ones who do good in life that have to suffer the most; when we did nothing sinful? It's as if the world is trying to get back at you, even when you did nothing to deserve it. I can't say anything because we all know nothing is like-wise for ever. There will always be something different about something.
I had learned that it's not the world that is a monster, it's the people in it. It's true though, the good guy finishes last; but its okay, they always make one hell of a comeback. I will make sure the one who hurt Sid will receive it greatly.
Yet there he was, laying on me, looking at me pleadingly. My eyes had adjusted to the dark and I could see the form of Sid's now fragile body, laying on me. His cries is what kills me the most. He's hurt and I know he doesn't have much left, but I can't let him go. No matter how selfish it is, I just can't yet. I'm not ready.
Few hours earlier..
I was frantic. My mind was going a mile a minute trying to figure everything out. Sid was missing and that's not good. We had everyone look for him and yet we came up empty. How is that? I was mad and frustrated. How hard was it to find a wolf when you have like 200 people looking for him? Right, it doesn't make since. It was dark but I wasn't giving up, not yet. Not now, not ever; I will look until I die.
I was told to stay at the house just in case something happens. You can guess who told me to right? Yeah, Mathew. While everyone gets to look but me.
Just then a knock on the door came. I got up but made sure to stay alert. When I open the door there was a letter on the ground. Opening it, it said..
Oh sweet Aurora, This is only the beginning of our relationship. I hope you like your present. By the way.....you will be mine soon. ;)
From, C..
I didn't understand what this " C " person meant, but sure as hell ain't letting him him get to me. Or so I thought. Looking up was the worse decision I could have made. laying on the cold ground was Sid. He was whimpering and trying to get to me. His tale was waging a bit.
I ran over to him and picked him up gracefully. I had already mind linked the other that I have him. He was gravely hurt and had lost a lot of blood. His fur was drenched in his own blood, how sad. I looked at Sid with pity, he wasn't going to last.
"Do not bother me, anyone for the next hour or two, leave me alone."
"Aurora what happen-" I cut off my mind link. I felt bad about leaving them in the dark but Sid was everything to me. I deserved to be alone with him, until his last breath.
Hot burning tears rolled down my face. A few every now and then would land on Sid's soft fur. It was like silk and nothing could top it. I had already token him into a bedroom and laid his head on my legs. I didn't bother to turn on the light. I didn't want to see how much blood I was covered in now. I could feel it coming out of him, I could feel him slipping away.
It hurt more than anything and I wish I could take it all back. He was whimpering in pain, I didn't know where his wounds were but I did know that he wasn't going to make it.
"Shhhh..it's okay" I tried soothing him. I was choking on my own sobs and it covered his whimpering. He moved closer to me and licked my jeans and all I could do was choke out a smile. I had pulled him up so he was now in the middle of my legs laying his head on my stomach. I was up against a wall the whole time, not really moving. I didn't know how much time he had left but it wasn't much.
I heard a knock on the door and I yelled for them to stay away, after that I didn't really hear anything at all. Just my sobs and his breathing. The whimpering has gone down, getting to tied to cry out in pain; and it broke me.
He didn't deserve any of this! None of it! I rocked him back and forth, holding on tight.
Thump...thump thump....thump...thump. His heart was failing and all I could do was rock him until he was gone.
"Please, Please don't go."
Thump...thump thump...thump
His breathing pattern was getting slower and slower with each intake. "No! Not yet! You, You where supposed to have a long life and not go out like this!"
Thump...thump thump..
"PLEASE!" I choked out and sobbed. He took a breath in and that was it. There was no second intake.
Thump..
I bared my face in his soft midnight black fur. I was choking and sobbing uncontrollably. That was it, he's gone; and I was shattered.
Present time..
Have you ever felt like you weren't even sad anymore, you were just...empty. There was no way for me to cry anymore, nor choke out a sob. I was mentally and physically exhausted. I was stroking his fur, like when he was sleeping; and just remembering the good times we had. When he was a pup he would chase me around the halls and yard.
We were perfect and he helped me out a lot when I didn't have Mathew and I felt lonely. That was all taken away from me a few hours ago. Ripped out of my hands like it was a toy. All the memories we coming back to me.
When he would chase me or tackle me. When he would beg for food with his puppy dog eyes. Or when he would cuddle up to me... Yep they were all coming back, I just wish I could have been better; and see him grow up from a little reckless teenage wolf, to a young and wise wolf.
I smiled at the thought of how big he would have looked and tough. I just squeezed him tighter and kept my face in his neck.
"I've got you...don't worry" I said rocking him with me. "I've got you.."
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Okay please don't kill me! I know that I shouldn't have killed him off, BUT...there is logic to my madness. Keep reading and find out how she seeks revenge on the one who killed Sid.. Or will she go completely over bored. Heheh, I love twists.
Hope you liked it!
