Falling

Chapter 25

I woke up in a familiar place.

not my bed in home, not my bed in mine and Alexa's apartment.

I woke up next to Victoria.

the girl I used to hook up with. and fuck around with.

I swallow the lump in my throat as I look around me panicking.

why in hell am I here?

the whole situation looks like a disaster.

my breathing starts getting quicker as I start thinking of the possible things we have done last night.

"hey, Vic" I shake her shoulder.

"what Brandon?" she hisses. "leave me alone"

"I'm not Brandon" I roll my eyes. "you need to tell me what the fuck happened!"

"oh, Ryan" she gets up rubbing her dark blue eyes. "what do you think happened?" she rolls her eyes.

"I don't remember anything from last night!" I rest my head in my hands. "did we sleep together?"

"yeah, we did Ryan" she says in a bored voice.

"no way" I mumble.

I cheated on Alexa.

I was drunk! I had no idea!

"I'm sick of everyone waking up here forgetting the night before" she whines.

"shut up" I snap. "do you have painkillers, or anything?"

this hungover is the worst I've ever been in.

I dress up as Victoria leaves to bring me painkillers.

what have I done?

you slept with a girl, you cheated on Alexa. a voice yells in the back of my head.

"I DID NOT" I yell kicking the bed in front of me.

"woah, calm down!" Victoria hands me the painkillers.

I snatch them from her and swallow one pill, without water.

"thanks, I have to leave" I rush out of the house, disgusted.

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I can't believe what I've done.

how am I going to face Alexa.

I hold on the doorknob of our apartment, hesitant whether to go in or not.

my heart beats so fast as I finally go in.

I walk silently to our room, wanting to shower as soon as possible.

"where were you?" Alexa appears from behind, and I freak out.

"you scared me" I laugh a bit rubbing my neck.

"you smell bad Ryan" she walks past me to our room.

"that's why I want to take a shower, now" I take my towel and head to the bathroom.

"Ryan" she stops me holding my arm, as her hot breath warms my body, making it burn slowly. I already start feeling nervous but try not show it.

I didn't mean to fuck that bitch!

"where were you last night?" she looks me in the eye, her green perfect eyes are boring into mine. "don't tell me you stayed over at Evan's or at the family's, because I called them all" her eyes start watering.