A/N:
Hey okay. So it's been awhile since I've last updated because I had severe writers block. (don't kill me I'm just a lil turtle 🐢 *secretly satan*👹) but thankfully SleeplessImagination helped me! So yea, thank her in le comment section over there >>
ALSO, we have Fall Break all next week so I'll update again soon since I have no social lyfe *internal sigh*
Y'all might hate me for saying this but honestly, I'm ready tie this story up and finish it. It's getting too repetitive so there may be 2 or 3 chapters left, matters on how this chapter ends.
Alrighty, then. I told Janelle I'll have this updated TODAY so let's get writing (reading in your case) shall we?Kelsey's POV:
Phil's apartment feels the same as when we first met. Every time I turn around I want to throw up. There are still pictures of Dan and Phil hanging on the walls. Dan looking at my Phil with pure love and vise versa. It makes me mad to see how happy Dan makes him. It should be me making Phil happy. "Chase! Take down those pictures" I say as I sit at the table with my cereal. "Okay" he mutters as he lies Phil on the bed in his room and hurries to remove the pictures. I have him wrapped around my finger. "Come here, Chase." I say seductively and motion for him to come to me. A smile appears on his face. He's not even walking toward me, he's running. "Yes?" He replies hopefully, once he gets by my side.
"Sit in that chair." I say.
He does so.
"Take off your shirt" I say.
He does so. No questions asked. His smile growing wider by the second.
"Stay there." I say as I get up and set my full cereal bowl in the sink.
He does so. Doesn't move an inch.
I walk over to him as I bite my lip. Once I get over to him, I sit in his lap. I feel his member harden under me. I have him wrapped around my little finger.
"Kiss me..." He pleads as his eyes roll shut and he leans forward.
I lean in to kiss him but right before, I turn my head so he kisses my neck. I can't do this to Phil. Phil would be mad at me. What if Phil woke up?
Instead of kissing chase, I grind on him. If I don't make him happy, he'll leave. I need help to keep Phil here so Chase cannot leave. "I love you, Kelsey." Chase mumbles. What? He can't love me. No. I'm in love with Phil. If chase messes this up, I'll kill him. He needs to keep those thoughts to himself. "Why'd you stop?" He whispers as his smiles disappears. "Do you not love me?" Fuck. Oh fuck. I have to say I love him. He can't leave, I need him. What if Phil remembers and freaks out? Chase needs to be there. I have to say I love him.
"Of course I love you. I was just a little surprised by the moment you chose to tell me...again." I say in the sweetest voice I can pull off.
His smile reappears "I know I say it a lot. Did you know that was the first time you ever said it back? You've never said it to me. You've only ever said it to Phil..."
"We are playing a trick on him remember? I have to tell him I love him so he'll believe me." I lie. I'm tricking you, Chase. Quit making me say bad things about Phil.
"I know, I know." He replies and looks at the ground. Realizing I'm still on his lap, I get up and sit at the chair I was in only minutes ago.
"Umm, you should leave before Phil wakes up and sees you." I break the silence in hope of getting Chase to quit looking at my chest.
"Yeah. Good idea. I'll just go into town. Do you need anything?" He says as he gets out of his seat and grabs his phone.
Crap. He can't take his phone. I don't trust him with it just yet. He may call the authorities "No, I don't think so. But do you mind leaving your phone with me? Y'know, just in case I need it?"
"Um, Of course." He replies as he sits the phone in front of me. "Goodbye, Kelsey."
"Bye." I yell after him as I hear the door shut. Finally. Now, we must wait for Phil to wake up.Phil's POV
I wake up with the sound of a film from the living room. Rubbing the sleep from my eyes, I groan and get up from my bed. It's so comfy I barely want to leave. I grab a pair of jeans form the floor and stop when I realize I already have jeans on. I usually sleep in boxers so this confuses me. Maybe I was just really tired last night...
Deciding to take a shower after I eat breakfast, I head to the kitchen and pour a bowl of cereal. The full bowl of cereal in the sink amuses me. "Dan, if you're going to steal my cereal you can at least eat it." I call to the living space. The film pauses and I hear heels click on the floor.
"Oh honey...." Kelsey says as she appears from the living room. "I figured you wouldn't remember. The doctor said the medicine might have some side-effects"
"Oh. Kelsey, um, what are you doing here? And what medicine? Is that why my head hurts?" I say a little disappointed that it's not Dan but Kelsey.
"Well..." Kelsey says and bites her lip. "Do you not remember anything?" She says as I shake my head. "Okay. You might want to sit down for this."
What happen? Why is she acting so weird? Why is she even here? I sit down at the table. "Kelsey what's going on?" I sigh exasperated.
"So, honey, I'm so sorry, but Dan and you got into a car wreck. You hit your head. That's the reason it hurts and that's the reason you got medicine. But Dan- um, he- Dan didn't make it."
Dan? As in Dan howell? As in my bear? As in the guy I have loved this entire time?
Some reason this conversation seemed familiar. I didn't know Dan died, yet at the same time I knew. "I-I- can you leave? I want to be alone." I say as I hold back tears.
"Phil it's okay to cry, I'm here. I don't need to leave." Kelsey pleads.
"No, you really do. Please leave."
Kelsey has tears coming out of her eyes as she grab the phone that lies on the table and heads toward the door. Once I notice that it isn't her's I say "Kelsey, whose phone is that?"
"It's Chase's- I - uh, you remember my brother Chase right?" She says as she shuts the door hurriedly.
Chase. Chase. Chase. I knew the name. I know I knew the name, but from where?
The tears from the thought of never seeing my bear again let theirselves free. And I don't think they'll ever stop.
A/N:
I know it's short but it kinda needs to be so I can make more chapters out of it. But like I already said, I'll update again soon. Anyways, how are y'all liking the route it's taking??
Remember that really confusing chapter where Dan was a ghost? (But I said it was just a dream??) Well, I'm still going to write that route if you want to read that. The name of it will be "Decision or Destiny: An Invisible Love" I'll start writing it over the break.
So yea. *connor franta's voice* Kelsey is acting like nothing ever happened and Phil doesn't remember but he knows everything feels familiar which is weird and vote and comment and add to your library and stuff. *deep inhale* okay, BBAAAAIIIIIIII!!
*random reappearance* don't forget to thank SleeplessImagination for helping me. Bai.
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Decision or Destiny?
FanfictionAs Phil finds love, Dan is left alone. He hides his feelings for Phil, until he finds out that Phil's new love, is hiding something. Something big. Trying to find out what it is, Dan gets hurt and drags Phil down with him. Will they escape the arms...