Like a rocket to the sky

Home again

The next day we spent watching movies in our pyjamas and just enjoying each others company. “Let’s do something” Max said, “I'm bored” he added. “well what do you want to do?” I asked, “Matress surfing!” Kat shouted, “oh my god yes!” I squealed, “what’s mattress surfing?” Siva asked, “well its where you get all your mattresses and lay on them and surf down the stairs!” Kat explained, “but our stairs aren’t big enough for mattresses” Max pointed out, “well, we can just use duvets and go two at a time” I suggested, “okay why not” Tom said and we all ran off to get our duvets. And that’s how we spent our day, mattress surfing which Jay was awful at and face planted numerous time much to our amusement. I'm so glad to be back where I love.

Next week I'm performing ‘Breathe’ with the boys on the Jonathan Ross show so we’re spending the day in the studio learning and practising it. “you ready to go” Jayne said through the intercom thing into the recoding booth where we were all standing. “ready” I called back, “let’s go then” she said as we all put our head phones on and began singing.

“I love it!” Jayne said and started clapping along with Kev, Martin, Nano and the others causing a massive smile to spread across my face. I was actually proud of something I had done. We practised and practised all day till it was perfect and ready to performe.

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‘Now, performing a new song written by the lovely Beth Harris, please welcome The Wanted and special guest Beth Harris!”

Beth: I see your face in my mind as I drive away,

Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.

People are people,

And sometimes we change our minds.

But it's killing me to see you go after all this time.

Siva: Mmm mmm mmm

Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm

Mmm mmm mmm

Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm

Max: Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie,

It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see.

Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down,

Now I don't know what to be without you around.

All: And we know it's never simple,

Never easy.

Never a clean break, noone here to save me.

You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,

And I can't,

Breathe,

Without you,

But I have to,

Breathe,

Without you,

But I have to.

Jay: Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.

Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.

But people are people,

And sometimes it doesn't work out,

Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

All: And we know it's never simple,

Never easy.

Never a clean break, no one here to save me.