Hold on 'Till May (Vic Fuentes fan fic)

Chapter 13

Every ring hurt my head, & after each one, I was regretting calling him more then the ring before.

"Hello..?" A voice whispered.

"Vic..?" I say, feeling the tears try & escape from my eyes.

"Is something wrong?" His voice says with concern. Even though I told him too leave me life.. He was still worried about me.

"I just wanted too tell you.. I love you." After I whispered the last words, I hung up the phone. I wasn't ready for what was going too happen next. But I did finally know that I loved Vic.. & I wanted him too know it too.

*Later*

"Okay Mrs. Robison.. You're good too go." The nurse from before said too me with a big smile.

"Can I see my mom yet?" I say, following her at out the room.

"Sure hun, be gentle though. She just got out of suregry this morning. She's in that room." She said pointing too the room & then walking away. As I walk too the room, I stop at a mirror in the hall. Oh god.. I looked terrible. I had a wrinkeled Blink 182 shirt on, & some black jeans. My hair was a mess, & I don't even remember the last time I took a shower. This week has been soo eventful. I stopped thinking about myself, & remembered that I wanted too see my mom. I stood outside the door, trying too prepare myself for what I was about too see. I don't remember what she exactly looked like yesturday morning.. Or was it two days ago..? I lost track. But I rememebered she didn't look good.. I didn't want too see my mom hurt. But I wanted too make sure she knows that I'm okay. I walk into her room, she's laying straight down. Her head propped up a little bit by her pillow. Her skin is so white & lifeless. Her face is covered in bruises.

"Mom.." I whisper, enough for her too know I was there, if she was awake. But not enough too wake her up, if she wasn't.

"Katherine? Is that you baby?" She said, her eyes still closed, but you could tell she was trying too open them.

"Yes mom, it's me." I say, feeling the lump in my throat. I couldn't bare too see her hurting anymore. It was too much for me.

"They haven't told me what's wrong yet sweetie. But just know I love you, okay?" She said, barely putting her hand out for me too hold it.

"I love you too mom, you'll be okay." I say, as the nurse walks in.

"I'm sorry Miss Robison, but your mom needs too rest, & I need too speak with you. You can come back tomorrow, anytime after 8 a.m." The nurse said as she was checking the machines my mom was hooked up too.

"Okay mom, I have too go. I love you, sleep well." I said, kissing her forhead & walking out. The nurse following behind.

"Okay, well.. Your mother had some kind of toxin in her blood flow. We're not sure what it is at the moment. Or how powerful it is.. But she is a fighter, so by the looks of it, she'll be okay. But we can't put too much on her, & I don't know how long she'll be in here.." The nurse says as a man walks up too her & whispers something in her ear. "I'm sorry Miss Robison, but I have too go." She says as she scurried off. Wait.. my mom can't come home? I'm gonna be by myself? What if Jim comes back? I couldn't stop the thoughts. I don't know what I'm gonna do. I don't have any money. I have no idea where the hell my car was.. I just don't know. I walked out of the hospital, & I started walking.. My house wasn't that far away. How did I never notice that before? On my way home, I started singing. It helps me calm down & clear my head. I got the weirdest looks from people.. But I honestly didn't care at all. When I got too my front door, I was just finishing "I miss you" by Blink 182, when I heard a sound behind me. I quickly turn around, hoping it wasn't Jim.. & I saw Vic walking up too me. How did I walk right past him? I mean.. I did have a million things in my head, but that's a big thing too miss.

"You know.. Your voice is just as beautiful as you are." He said walking up too me. He got closer than I liked, I backed away. "Kat.. Stop trying too run from me." He said putting his hands around my waist & pulling me into a hug. We sit there for a while, until I can't hold it in anymore. I wrap my arms around the back of his neck, & put my face into his chest. The tears were flooding out.

"Shh.. It's okay Kat. Everything will be okay." He said grabbing the keys from my hands. He backed out of the hug, he grabbed the keys out of my hand. He unlocked the front door, then turned around, right in front of me. He picked me up, just like a newly wed husband would pick up his bride. He shut the door with his foot, then took me too the couch, & sat down with me on his lap. He pulled me in for another hug, this one tighter. Eventually, he re-adjusted on the couch. Too where he was sitting on one end, & I was laying down. My head in his lap. I was about too fall asleep, because I was soo tired. But I felt his stomach moving fast.. I knew he was crying. I wanted too just lean up & kiss him, & hold him.. But I couldn't. Not yet anyway.. He thought I was asleep, that's why he felt comfortable enough too cry.

"I love you soo much Kat. Why can't you see it?" I hear him whisper through his sobs.