Broken

That moment...

Emily:

I walked into school with a worried look on my face. I've been having some relationship problems going on in my life. Not only with my boyfriend, but with my family as well. His name is Jasen, damn was he hot. Though he was super cute with his gorgeous brown eyes and jet black hair, he was also incredibly smart and kind. Though, like I said, we'd been having some problems in our relationship. Let me explain.

A couple of days ago, we'd shared our first kiss. It was amazing, but I had never kissed anyone before and he had. Personally, I was worried he just did it and didn't feel anything, but I was also extremely worried he thought I didn't really like (dare I say love) him.

"Hey." I said shyly as I walked by his locker. Normally, I would've waited for him to get off the bus and walk with him, but today I didn't. "Hi." Jasen said so quietly he almost whispered. We didn't talk much after that until lunch.

I decided to sit with one of my really good friends Jasmine. I usually sat with my "friends' who I really hated sitting with, so today I decided to sit with people I actually enjoyed sitting with. I was nervous to sit there because we'd had an argument last night. I'll explain later. I sat down. "Fuck off." Jasmine said almost immediately. I didn't protest, I completely understood why she didn't want me there, but I was still upset.

I sat at an empty table in the back and hoped no one spoke to me. Then Jasen came over. I'm so freaking screwed, I thought. "Why are you sitting by yourself?" he asked worried. "I don't know." I said, even though I knew exactly why. "Hey, I just want you to know that I'm sorry I kissed you. I shouldn't have, you obviously weren't ready." He said. "No! Please don't be sorry baby, I was ready I had just never kissed anyone before." I admitted unwillingly. Jasen grabbed my hand and held it tight. I couldn't believe that one little movement could make my heart skip a beat.

He stood up, still holding my hand, took me with him to an empty classroom. "Jasen what are you-" he cut me off by holding his finger to my lips. "I need to tell you something, and there's no other way to say it." He said softly. "What is it?" I asked stupidly, I should have known. "I am in love with you Emily Serola." At that I naturally ran out screaming inside. Yeah, smooth