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Jasen:


"Does she even know?" I thought angrily as I ran up the stairs to my room. I unlocked my drawer and pulled out the knife. The knife that I told Emily about. All the things we'd been through. She was the only one I trusted and loved. I thought...I thought she loved me too. I screamed in my head as the blade cut through my skin, easily drawing blood. Now all I could think about was the blood on the knife and the cuts through me skin.

It felt so nice to stop thinking about her. I wanted more. I knew I couldn't but... "NO!!" I told myself as I threw the blade on the floor. Not yet anyway. I can't.

The next day at school I saw something. I wanted to die right then and there. In OUR spot!!!! She was fucking kissing him in OUR spot. I suppose I should explain. Emily usually waits for me as we get off the buses and we would kiss in a spot under a tree before school. This guy named Will, the "cutest guy in school" according to those bitches who think they're so popular, was kissing MY girl in OUR spot.

I ran home right then and there. Fast. Not even caring whether I failed school or not. I grabbed the blade once again from my locked drawer and I cut. Taking pills from my drawer, I swallowed them and felt a sense of relief as the blood fell from my wrists and the pills slowly killing my insides. It was over, my life was over and it was all her fault!


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