~Sometimes it's the ones we think we love most, that end up hurting us the most.~
Emily:
There was nothing I could do.
I felt weak.
Hopeless.
There had been no sign of Will (or Jasen for that matter) since before the funeral.
He didn't even show up.
I still cut. Almost every night now.
It was getting bad.
I haven't eaten since the dreaded event that was the funeral. The strange part was, I haven't been hungry. At all.
I started to lose a lot of weight. I don't care whether I had an eating disorder or not, I just want it to stop. I didn't stop eating because of weight loss or anything, I just never felt like eating. I was to weak.
"Maybe I'll die tonight."
I said the same thing to myself every time the blade cut into my skin, or I skipped another meal.
I didn't really want to die. To be perfectly honest, I was scared of what came after life. If what they say is true about Heaven and Hell, I had a feeling that I couldn't shake. "If I kill myself, will I go to Hell? Will anyone even care?
Maybe someday I won't even care.
Maybe someday I wont care what happens.
That anything would be better then this.
Right now, I did care. So if I die, when I die, I just want to be gone.
No Heaven or Hell shit. I just want to disappear.
Get rid of me for good.
That's when I thought about calling Will. Then I thought against it.
I had a feeling there was more to the story then he was letting on, and soon enough I will make it my mission to find out.
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Broken
DiversosYou took my breath away. One look. One look was all it took for me to fall hard. Suicide. Death. Love. Pain. Heartbreak. This was all normal to 15 year old Emily Serola. Tragedy was all she knew from a young age. It all began when her dad devastatin...