Likewise, We're Insane (GXG)

Part Twenty-One~Analy

Shit. Things between Jalex and Juliet have been really... Edgy lately. And all cuz of Lucy.

I didn't have any problem with Lucy, nor did Juliet. But something about her made Jalex tick slightly of her baby blue clock.

"Why doesn't she love me?" Jalex cried as she stormed into my room. Lucy was with a visitor and Jaylee was... Well honestly I didn't know.

She left shortly after Jalex did and that's all I knew. Gosh girls are so complicated.

"Jalex what the hell is this about?" I whined and threw the Batman comic I was reading at her.

"Jaylee. Why doesn't she love me?" Jalex whined amd kicked her legs in the air.

"Jexy bear not now. Don't have one of your fits. I thought you were over those by now." I said.

"I did but... Does she hate me now that she saw me with Brandon?" Jalex asked innocently.

"What??" I shreaked. Brandon was a damn sore subject still. Little whore trying to get into Gigi's pants damn well knowing she was lesbian.

"Oh... um so what's this comic about?" Jalex said, clearly trying to change subjects.

"Jalex..." I said lowly.

"Okay see, I was mad. So I went to Brandon. He like, calmed me down and shit then he kinda began making me laugh like before. And he teased me about my hair looking like shit so I pinched his neck and then realized it looked like a not-well-done hickey and then Jaylee came in and she saw how we were like, giggly and she probably thought wrong about Brandon's neck mark and now... well I'm here, duh." Jalex finished.

"Jalex. Margaret. Coma. What the actual fuck is up with you two?" I yelled and grasped onto my hair.

"Look whatev. It's like three right now. I gotta go to one of my checkups. Later." Jalex sighed and walked out.

"Later." I mumbled. I stood back up to get my comic when another knock came in.

Probably Jaylee this time. I thought and opened the door.

"What is it Jay- Oh." I said and almost shut the door. "A-Analy. Please... Can I come in? Please?" Said a voice I came to dislike.

"Why? Why now, of all times?" I asked angrily and let the girl come inside.

"L-Look w- we gotta talk." Megan stuttered, on the verge of tears. "About what? We got nothing to talk about." I hissed at her baby blue eyes and tight white jeans and green blouse.

"Yes we do! About... About that day." Megan spoke softly. My eyes weld in tears I didn't dare let Megan show.

"Please? You have to know the way it happened. It wasn't fully my choice. For fucks sake I was like twelve at the time." Megan said.

"Go on then. Make me believe what I saw wasnt your choice." I dared. She took a deep breath and began.

"When he came along, I thought he would replace my lost of father. He was a wonderful dad. When I was like, ten I think, everything turned slightly upside down. You know, the typical age where you start thinking about guys, what it'd be like to kiss someone. All that shit." Megan paused and I waited for her to go on.

"I guess he knew. Around that age he began touching my hair more seductively I guess you can say. Caressing my face, my lips, touching my thighs and hips. He made me think of him in another way. He made me think... Believe he really did like me. I guess I thought the feeling was mutual cuz, again, I let him... you know. That's the day you walked in on us. He yelled at me after you left. He said to tell you to keep your mouth shut. That he'd hurt me if you did. I... I was scared, Analy. You have no idea how scared I was." Megan finished.

She was crying and as much anger I had for her, it all left. I realized, that moment, that I missed my sister. My best friend.

The girl I used to play Barbies with all day. The girl who'd face paint me and vice versa. That girl who I shared laughs with the day my mother found out our face paint was actually her make-up.

And this moment broke the fuck out of me, and I dared myself to do something I hadn't done in a long time: I hugged my sister.

Short chapter I know but my soul was bugging me to update SOMETHING so I did. And it is a SPECIAL one with Analy. You are so welcome people