Poem From A Troubled Depressed Teenager

1st 7 poems

1.I'm in a world where I see nothing but darkness I got used to being in the dark alone I find it very enjoyable I don't need to show no emotion no fear no worries the darkness never lets you down because you are always prepared for the worst it's like you're living with the devil and let me tell you where one hell of a friend the darkness is where I always felt like I knew for sure I belonged my life is like a prison cell cause I know I'm never gonna escape unless I get rid of what's keeping me in the shadows.

2.I'm driving in the dark and I come to the end of the road I get frightened when I start to see someone I see who's lurking in the dark it's like I see a monster in the mirror cause when the light faces the girl I see it's me in the darkness it's me I fear no one else but me can stop this madness that consumes me and my thoughts.

3.I hear the voices in my head saying what's the point why move on when you're used to being forgotten and left behind in the shadows , why leave the darkness when it's like the evil found its way to your heart making you feel loved and wanted but in all reality it's gotten you a one way ticket into hell.

4.I'm in a world where evil consumes me I'm in a dark place where only I can stopself I'm living my life in the shadows I let the evil gain over me I let him lead me but when I look back I see where he's gotten me he's got me in the middle of nowhere .

5.When I think of my life I see what I did I partied with the devil I did so many wrong things now looking at my life I feel more alone than I did any other time before and the feeling I get looking back is what hurts the most.

6.I've always been in the darkness where most the time I don't feel pain or sadness I always thought maybe I'm dead but every time I woke up and I was awake I realized you don't have to die to feel dead cause I am inside I hide myself from the world in a hoodie not wanting to shine when I think of life people, family and love I'd most likely choose the darkness cause that's the one thing that's always been there for me unlike them.

7.I look in the mirror and I see the monster I have become I don't even see the girl I used to be what has the darkness done to me what has it taken away from what am I doing in a monster like this only wanting the darkness and what power it gives me why wont I let the evil die inside me why won't it stop why can't I make it stop.