Poem From A Troubled Depressed Teenager

2nd Part

1.I used to think life is like a fairy tale but when you have done things and seen things you are not so innocent life is a world full of bad and horrible things sometimes good but when you let the darkness control every movement you make and do it's hard to have a good life.

2.People say look where the grass is greener but it doesn't work that way I see a world of pain, hurt, sadness, confusion, happiness, loneliness and anger the world will never be a happy place there might be some good in it but there are people who chose to hurt others kill them abuse them and judge them I know some people are good and I know people are bad and I know for damn sure I won't look where the grass is greener cause there is no such thing.

3.People will try to sell you lies about how life is so amazing but what they forget to tell you is all the horrible flaws there are I try to see the good part in life but it is hard when all you have mainly experienced is the bad part but when you see evil there's not really anything you can do when you see the devil's work.

4.Loving him sucks seeing him pass me by in the halls knowing he doesn't see me hurts, Loving him is like catching a grande and knowing he still won't see you then you realize the one person who has always loved you is the one right by your side and knowing you finally found happiness without heartbreak.

5.I see him everywhere I go the way he makes my heart skip a beat when I say his name and he walks my way but when I realize I love him I'm afraid of rejection so I say nothing 2 years later I know my heart is still stuck on him but knowing I'm to late and my heart aches every day knowing my heart is in serious pain.

6.I may not know him well enough but I know what my heart feels everytime he's around me he makes me laugh even when it sounds so ridiculous the way he makes me smile it gives me hope that one day we might want something more than friends he is my story that love is possible.

7.What does she have that I don't I see him with the girl he does not belong with when will he realize I'm the one who is always there for him when she hurts him will he ever figure it out will he ever know how much I love him and how it hurts to know he is so blind to see my love for him I know I should move on but I just can't give up on him and my love for him.