Poem From A Troubled Depressed Teenager

3rd Part

1.I smile everytime I we hang out I know he doesn't Believe in love it hurts knowing he won't love you even when you tell him you do but in a way I don't mind because I know at the end of the day I still can call him mine.

2.I never thought love was true I thought it was Immature and stupid but that's until I met him he smiles perfectly and when I say I'll never love someone he just smiles and laughs like it is a joke he says you will love me in the end it just takes time to notice what you have in front of you especially when it's the greatest thing you have ever had and he was right cause I know I couldn't live without him it is amazing what Love can do especially when you thought it would never happen to a broken soul like yourself.

3.I see the way my mom struggles I see the look in her face and I know we might not be able to pay a bill I see the sorrow even when she tries to hide it that's what I love about her she tries not to worry us even though we already know it hurts knowing we have so much struggles.

4.As I look outside the window while we drive I see how the clouds pass by so perfectly and slowly how did it get to the point where people judge you I sit on my bed and think to myself about how no matter how I try so hard to change I know I'm going to hell for everything I've done.

5.When I hear people Judge me it does not bother me as much as it did I find it funny and amusing because I know I am proud to be me and I am able stand out and be unique I may not be beautiful and skinny but I'm proud to be who I am and not what others think I should be.

6.I think of the world as a mission from God he created us and put us here to live and die but if I want to just feel like I'm dead then I'd like to think no one is winning or completing the mission because I don't want to die but then I do but then I realize what I'd leave behind and who I'm leaving behind and I know I'm going to regret leaving my little angel behind.

7.I see the way people glare and stare at you and judge you by the way you look I'd like to think to myself that they have something wrong that that is why they judging people and criticizing them when in all reality they don't know them then I would like to think that they are what they say to others but sometimes I just think that they are insecure and irrational.